Name Meanings

What does your name mean, or where does it come from? A couple days ago I could have sworn my name was from Italy, but today I researched it and found it is Greek, and it means "Manly & a Man's Woman." I was a little disappointed when I found that out. My name is the feminine form of Andrew. So, I am guessing both Andrew and Andrea mean the same thing, manly. Oh, by the way my name is Andrea.

Well, I went ahead and researched a couple more names. Maybe, you will find yours in the list, I will warn you, it is not in ABC order, I was searching for names from the top of my head:

• (My sister's name) Maggie - "Pearl," and it's origin is Greek
• (My mom) Cecilia - "Blind," origin is Latin
• (My dad) Miguel/Michael - It means "Like god," and it is Spanish
• (My cousin) Guadalupe - I thought this one was interesting. It means "river of black stones" but it is also associated with Virgin Mary and its origin is Spanish.
• Jennifer - Means "white wave and fair one" I couldn't find a direct origin, it said Welsh and English
• Edward - "Wealthy guardian," it is either English or German
• Alice - "Truthful and noble," English, French, German
• (My cousin) Paulina - It means "small," and it is Spanish
• Genesis - Means "beginning" and it is Israeli
• Marcos - "God of war," and it is Portuguese
• Cindy/Cynthia - "Moon," and is is Greek
• James - "supplant," and it English, Hebrew, and Israeli. One of those at least.
• Justin - "Just or true," French, English or Irish (I really don't agree with this one though, its not that i have anything against it though, just my opinion)
• Fernando - "Daring and adventurous," it is Spanish
• Victor - Means "Winner" and it is Latin American
• Jacob - I thought this one was weird... It means "Held by the heel" and it is Hebrew
• Carlos - "Manly and Strong" and it is Spanish
• Aaron - "Enlightened" Hebrew
• Maria - "Bitter sea" it is Spanish

Well I think that is all I have, maybe some other time I'll add more to the list =D

Birthstones

So, today I saw this show, and they were talking about birthstones. I thought it was really interesting, though, I liked the topic on animology, and numerology better. I think I'll post something about that soon. Yeah. I am just going to show you what birthstone you have, if you didn't already know. I have this pink one for October. Oh, the Opal.

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To figure out which one is yours, just start and count the months. January is garnet, and december is Blue Zircon. If that doesnt work the second picture could help. However I did like the first one better.

Cirque du Freak and something about feelings...

. . .Hey everyone!

So, not long ago I became obsessed with this series: Cirque du Freak, awesome books!! They are great even though I should be reading something more my age, but who cares I love them anyways... XD O well, there's nothing I can do, right?

Okay, anyways.. So right now I am reading the tenth book, I think... Well it is called Lake of Souls. If you know about these books and have read them, you know that Darren loses someone really close to him in the tenth book. After that person dies, he hold in all the tears and feelings of mourn. However, this makes him seem hollow, and after sometime, he finally cries for that person.

This got me thinking, and I realized this must happen to all of us. We all at one point lose something, or something happens to us and it breaks our heart and leaves us in such a shock that we forget to cry. We need to let all those feelings out, it is very unhealthy to keep all the hidden tears from coming out. Something like that happened to me a couple days ago, and you wouldn't believe what a relief it is to cry and let everything out. I felt like I had taken a burden off my shoulders. So, I am just advising you and letting you know that there is nothing wrong with crying. :-)

Now going back to Cirque du Freak, I am just gonna say, they are great books. I love them!!!! Just please don't tell me what happens on the last books, I am almost done. :-) I have two more to go, and as soon as I finish I will do a review, but as a whole. :-)

Poreotics/Poreotix Compilation

I fell in love with these guys!!!

My sister taught me to sharpen a pencil

Okay, so we have this electronic sharpener, right? Yeah, and for some reason I could never get my pencils sharpened. Ugh, it was a pain, my sister always did that for me. XD

Well today she told me her secret!! Yay!! What a day right...... I did not know that electric sharpeners had secrets... lol.... funny right...

Update on my week...

Well, nothing much has been going on, but it is enough for me to write about it. I am not a senior in high school, I am a sophomore. I have found out many of the worries a senior is taking during this time of the year. Many of my friends have finished their senior portfolios, senior projects, and have gone to prom! I see that and I think, "Oh my god! Two more years and I am there! Oh my gosh I cant wait till prom!" etc, etc. Then I realize, I am growing up. I am on my way to becoming an adult. Soon I am going to have to go to University, make my final decision about my future, make my life worthwhile. So much and so little time.

A couple days ago, I was called something I know I am not... I don't know who it was, I don't know where they got the lie from, but it hurt me really bad. However, some time late I was helped to realize that they do not know who I am, and they have no idea what they are talking about. Also, one never knows who is the person that is talking to you from the other side. So don't let rude comments on you sites get you down, they know nothing about you, and you will find haters, everywhere.

Another thing, my dad has been talking about moving. Arkansas.... Yeah, he is talking about quitting his job and leaving this weekend!! I know it is a new adventure, and all, but he was never this serious... AW!!! Well if we do go, it is gonna be a lot for me. I am going to have to start over in school basically, find myself new friends. Ugh, it'd be so much... Well for now it is nothing serious, and as much as I know, it never is when my dad says that we are going to move. I guess we'll have to see.

Lily Greene

Okay, this is my first character profile... Bare with me as I try to improve them.... :-)
Tell me what you think

<<<Setting: Futuristic place, a modern LA. The city's name is Cane(Something like the picture)

Problem: A young woman traveling the world running from authorities finds herself trapped underground and faces a new type of creature. Not an animal, nor a human. She never sees it but eventually it saves her life. The creatures are not a big thing in the story. The issue is the FBI after her, and a group of rebels(they call themselves tunnels) that mistake for one of the CPs (Cane Police, the law of the city)

Name: Lily
Gender: Female

Age: 25
Hobby: She's obsessed with frogs. During this time they are basically extict, and before her issues came she worked looking for any signs of them, because they became the base for a powerful weapon.
enemy: She is wanted by the FBI for a crime that her twin sister committed. She has been running away ever since, hiding in the forests and abandoned places or ghost towns. She travels alone until that night she joins the tunnels.
lover: No one yet, but will find someone. (if i decide to write the story)
pet: A husky that follows her everywhere.
Physical description: She has short brown hair, brown eyes, around five feet.

^^^Before everything started ^^^

^^^After or present^^^

UnderGround >>

Trying something new...

I decided to start a new story, one from scratch though. I want to write the profiles of my characters here. So, I am going to post information about many of my characters, and you guys can tell me what you think about them.

Thirteen Reasons Why

Suicide is a really hard and sensitive topic to cover, specially in books. In thirteen reasons why, Jay Asher does a really good job telling a tale of a tragedy.

Here is a summary from the book:
Clay Jensen's first love records her last words.

Clay Jensen returns home form school to find a strange package with his name on it lying on his porch. Inside he discovers several cassette tapes recorded by Hannah Baker-his classmate and crush-who committed suicide two weeks earlier.

Hannah's voice tells him that they are thirteen reasons why she decided to end her life. Clay is one of them. If he listens,he'll find out how.

Clay spend the night crisscrossing his town with Hannah as his guide. He becomes a first-hand witness to Hannah's pain,and learns the truth about himself-a truth he never wanted to face.

I thought that this was a great read, it takes us through the mind and problems that many teenagers have, and shows us her emotional side point of view. I think you should read it if you haven't already. It will open the eyes of many and many will relate I am sure. When I was reading it I felt like I was in Jay's skin and bones. This book brought a lot of emotions. I cried, I laughed, I screamed at it, oh sheesh, and I don't know what more. I might be an emotional person, but books have to have a lot to make me cry. So pick it up, I am sure you wont be able to put it down. I finished it in two days, it is a page turner.

Family & Friends

Well, a couple days ago I was reminded how important are some people to me, most of all my family and friends. This is not the first time I realize what an important role they play in my life. I have noticed before, but I never take the time to show them all how much they mean to me, and how much I love them.

First of all, my cousins. I have so many it is hard to keep count, but I know them all by heart. Maybe there are a few I haven't met, but I am quite fond of most of them, specially the children of my dad's brothers. We are all along the same age, so we get along great. Many are in Mexico, so I really don't get to see them very often. They are there regardless, and I make sure to never forget about them.

Next, my parents. I know that they love my sister and I, but sometimes I do feel like they suffocate us a little. I guess they are strict because they want us to be safe. I know that one day I am going to wake up and realize that everything they told me was true and everything will make sense. However, for now, I am a teenager that wants them to leave me alone. Haha, just kidding. I know that they do what they do because they love us. :-) So, thank you so much. For most teenagers, I am sure your parents do what they do because they are wiser and have gone through what you are going, and just want you to make better choices.

Now, my friends. Believe it or not, I have met some people that have changed my life entirely. There have been and are friends in my life that have done really nice things for me. I believe there are three types of friends, those who come and stay, those who come for a season then leave, and those who stay to be more than friends and sometimes became close to family. I have met all three of those, and all have had an impact on my life. Many which I still know and talk to. Thank you guys!!! They are the best, always there for me.

There is also sometimes that special person that comes to you and into your life. The one that seems to be perfect for you. I have no words to describe what they can to your life, because they have the power to either make it better and change the way no one can possibly do, or they can destroy it to a degree were it takes everything out of you to put it back together. I just know that at first everything seems like a perfect dream, and you won't know if it's a nightmare until you figure that person out. When that person comes in, I am sure they will make things better, and they will like you for who you are not for what other people see you as. :-)

So, when it is time, make sure you tell that person, how much change they do, and what impact they make. So speak up and let them know you care. I do. :-)

GhostWhisperer/Smallville

Well I am pretty sure that everyone has a favorite live show, one that you can't miss. For example my dad, he has to watch Smallville every single Friday, and me with my Ghost whisperer.


For those of you that don't know any of these shows, I will tell you a little about each.

GHOST WHISPERER

This is a series that has been airing since September 2005. It is about a woman, Melinda Gordon(Jennifer Love Hewitt), who can talk to ghosts, or as she calls them: "earthbound spirits." She believes that she has to send them into the "light" or help them cross over by simply helping them solve their unfinished business with the living. Throughout the show she helps people and and the dead to solve all their issues, and if you watch it long enough and from the beginning you would find that soon, her personal life gets involved as well. I am not so sure but it has many seasons already, and soon this season will come to an end as well. (Andrea, Melinda, and Jim, her husband)
^^First season^^
Melinda and Jim's ghost, no worries he comes back, he doesn't go into the light

S M A L L V I L L E

I really don't know about this show. My dad is the one that watches it the most. It is basically the story of superman before he became superman. Louis Lane, Lex Luther, and Clark Kent are all involved. I think the league of justice comes in some time (Correct me if I'm wrong). I think right now the season is about Clark is finally going to come out as superman. I am not sure though. (I should have asked my dad to write this, he is the expert)

Glass Castle

G L A S S C A S T L E

A couple days ago I finished reading the glass castle, and I believe it was one of the best books I've ever read. Written by Jeannette Walls, this book is full of inspiration and motivation to keep moving forward. I didn't struggle to keep reading, it was a page turner and I couldn't put it down.

It is just about the life of Jeannette Walls, and how her parents chose the life that they gave their kids. It takes you from her early years to her life when she moved to New York away from her parents. They then follow her there, and chose to live homeless and leave their kids as they succeeded in life.


It was a great read and you should definitely add it to your summer reading list.

Colors everywhere!!! :)

Have you ever put on a colored shirt and wondered what the color meant? I don't know, but I know I have. I wonder if there is a message that I am sending and ask myself, "what am I telling people with what I wear?"

I have heard a couple times that one dresses the way that they feel. I started observing my friends, my parents, my sister, and even sometimes myself. I realized that on days that I didn't feel well, I dressed in a lazy way, and on days that i felt happy or excited I took my time getting dressed and made sure I dressed in a good way. Anyways, we are not talking about the way you dress, we are talking about what colors mean.

So, well whats your favorite color? Blue, purple, white, yellow?

I did some researching, and found out what many colors mean:

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R E D

This color is the color of love vs hate, and good and evil. It can be seen from both sides, it can mean love, but it can lead to violence. So what would it be for you?

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O R A N G E

This is the color of strength and endurance. Orange is the color of the fall, and it is a warm feeling the one it gives, ending the summer, but showing the beginning of winter.

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P U R P L E

This color is a color of royalty, luxury and wealth. Purple is either loved or hated. It is a combination of blue and red. Sometimes, purple can be associated with nobility and spirituality, and it is often referred to as the mysterious color.

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B L U E

Blue is a color that is associated with trust and loyalty. This is the color of the sky and the ocean. It is also associated with depth ad stability. However, how often does blue signify a sad color. When you are depressed, are you blue?

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G R E E N

When you think of green don't you think of nature, the trees, the environment. This color stands for growth, peace, and it is really often associated with money. This color is also a relaxing color and therefore, many hospital walls are painted green.

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Y E L L O W

This color is the color of the sun, "sunshine." It is associated with the purest energy, joy, happiness. Yellow is the warm color, and it often "arouses cheerfulness."

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White is the color of good, the innocent side of you. It is considered and looked at as the perfect color. It is usually looked at in the most positive way and means to be safe and pure. The good side of you.

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B L A C K

This color is the evil color, the bad in you, in contrast with white. However it is usually a color associated with power and elegance. This is a negative color and therefore it is also associated with death, evil and mystery. Black is often looked at as the color of fear and the unknown.

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So, what would your favorite color be?

Sources:

http://www.squidoo.com/symbolism-and-color

http://www.color-wheel-pro.com/color-meaning.html

Death Note the Movie

Well I discovered this manga a while back, and saw both of the live movies. I thought they were really good. For those of you that dont know about it, it is basically about a guy that finds this notebook and it gives him the power to kill by simply writing the name of the person he wants dead.

I have no idea if it's true, but I've heard that they are working on a remake of Death note in the US. If all this is true, that would probably mean it is coming out on 2011. I have also heard that Zac Efron might be involved, something about he playing Light. I really hope he does a good job. There is also things about Miley Cyrus playing Misa, but that is not confirmed either. The only one I have heard and I agreed with is that Johnny Depp might play L's character, and that is the only one that I would be looking foward too, however, I think he might be too old... Regardless, I'm sure he would do a fine L.

^^^These are the older versions of death note ^^^^

This is the anime^^

The calls...

I wrote this story a while back... I didn't put a lot of time into it, but it is something...

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The girl sat on her spacious living room, doing virtually nothing but cry. She had been told what to do and what not to do. Being kept there against her will, there was nothing she could do without worrying about what he would do.
After having sat there crying her heart out, the phone rang, and it was that familiar ring tone, the one that had been ringing since the moment she had first walked in her home. She stood up, walked to the table were the phone was and answered.
"Hello," she answered anxiously, with a slight spark of hope.
There was a chuckle on the other line, "Alice, still waiting for someone other than me to call?" said the deep voice.
Alice said nothing.
"Your patience is going to run out you know, you can only hope so much," he said, "no one is going to call you, I thought I made that clear on my first call," another chuckle. "Well, let not get off track. Your parents think your at school, I made sure that was what they were told. We don't want to ruin their vacation, do we?"
Alice could not answer, this hurt her. He knew where they were, and if he wanted he could do what ever was at his will. She started to cry.
"Oh, Alice don't cry!" there was a laugh, followed again by the deep voice, "it is getting very annoying, specially for me that I have to look at you until this is over. When I decide that it is time, your parents will have to give me what I need, and neither of us will have to hear from each other again."
"What happens if they don't give you what you want?" she asked as calmly as she could.
"Oh wow, interesting to see how fast you are learning darling. However, I am afraid I cannot answer that just.... yet" he said, and stayed quiet. Nothing was more fun than waiting for the reaction of the young teenager.
"What the fuck do you want!?" Alice screamed, "I do not know who you are, I don't know what is it that you want!" she felt her heart speed up. He had warned her about her voice level.
"No, no, no....." the voice said, "what did we say about the volume? Oh and I really don't like to hear such a pretty girl curse, don't make me do what I've been dreading to do, please."
Alice threw the phone across the room, her pacience was now over, and she probably wasnt going to get it back soon. She covered her ears because she knew that he was going to call again. No more than a minute had passed when she started to get a hold of herself. She realized that he had placed cameras all over the place. She relaxed and walked over to pick up the phone. Before she knew it it rang again.......

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I'll add more to the story when I have time. Please let me know if you like it so far so I can add more...

Wats up w all da txting!?

Well, I use my cell phone all the time. Yeah, pretty much, except for when my dad comes home and takes it away. A little while I came to realize, it was just a few years ago that texting, computers, and all this new technology was not really used. Can you say that cell phones and texting became popular over night? I have no idea. However I do remember how I started texting. I also remember what a big deal it was if you had a cell phone. My dad just gave me his old cell and told me: "you've got only 300 texts a month." Even though now to me 300 texts are a really small amount, back then it was enough. Sometime last year my dad decided to upgrade my plan to unlimited, and I got myself a rumor.

A few months after that, the bill came in. Lol. As soon as my dad saw it, he knew I was in trouble. I had over 3, 000 texts that month. My dad then took my cell and didnt give it back in a really long time (that is what I call a week).

Well anyways, I cant remember when, maybe before last christmas, my dad canceled our plan and put it on hold so we could save money. That meant no more cell phone, or at least no more texting. Can you imagine having your cell phone in front of you and not being able to use it. Ugh, it was so much pain!!! ^o^ haha, after a while I got used to it. I realized I had alot more time. I actually got to finish a couple books in the time that I couldnt text. I went back to many of my stories, and wrote a couple poems. I had alot of time. So! My world did not end. I was okay at the end of the day, and I no longer wished to grab my cell and text everysingle day.

The day when my dad activated our cells again came soon. I remember that day.....

"Andy!" my dad screamed across the living room, "where is your cell? Im going to activate it!"

I felt my heart jump! hahaha, i was getting it back. It took me less than 20 seconds to get it and bring it to my dad. He called the company and the day after I would have texting again. My dream soon ended though...

"Andy, I didnt activate it for you, I need it for my job," he said and I felt my heart sink. "You can use it in the day, but as soon as I came home it is mine," he told me. It wasnt bad though, I had gone without a cell for a long time, I could live like this for a while. :)

So yeah...

Now I want to know whether you can live without a cell, can you?? lol..I wonder, would you be able to stop if you wanted?

Who doesnt hate bugs??

This morning was pretty crazy...... Today is my mom's birthday, but that was not the reason why it went the way it went. ^o^

My sister was the one the kinda caused it. If that's what you call drinking orange juice one night, and accidentally dropping it on the bed sheet. Well that's what appears to have happened some nights ago. Well anyways, this morning I woke up, just to find ants!! Many of them, all crawling on my sister's bed. At first I was too shocked to do anything, then I tried waking her up:

"Hey Mags!!" I told her, "there's ants all over you!"

"Ugh, I don't care," was her simple answer. I couldn't believe it.

"What? They are going to bite you, get up sleepy head" I told her, but she didn't budge.

It was around 6:15 am, and we usually woke up 15 minutes later. I got up, went to tell my mom, and by the time I came back to our room, my sister had gotten of the bed and was staring right down at where she had just been.

She turned to me, looked at me with confused eyes and said, "I thought you were kidding!"

I wanted to laugh then, but I realized, oh well, she's ten. My mom got up, helped us clean things around, even though it was her birthday. She used some kind of bug spray so hopefully the ants will be gone. She yelled at my sister for not being clean, then told us that she would fix everything later. When I came back from school, that was kinda my job. Lol.

Well this isn't about that morning. Right. That was just to let you know why I decided to write about bugs today. Yeah, weird huh?

Well, first of all, who likes bugs? I have no idea, but I'm positive that there must be someone out there that does. However, I am pretty sure everyone has at least one bug or type of insect that they hate. For example me, I hate bees. I have bee phobia, seriously. I can't stand them, and I want to run away every time I see one. There are many other bugs that I hate. Spiders, worms, cockroaches, beetles, mosquitoes, and right now I really hate ants!! The list could go on and on and on!!!!!!!!!!!

Then I started thinking about all the other insects. The pretty ones. Haha, yeah... Who would have thought:

Butterflies, dragonflies, caterpillars, ladybugs, fireflies... etc.

Pretty!!! hahaha, not like ANts!!

My life on the road....

My dad has been talking about moving, again. He seems to be really considering the option, actually. Arizona, Arkansas.... ugh, I think he mentioned Texas too. He seems to be tired of California. He really wants to change. I wouldn't mind it, but there is things that I would have to let go of. Things that I have gotten attached to. My friends, my close relatives, my school, my future basically....

Well ever since i can remember, my family has been moving from place to place. I feel like a nomad... I've been to some places that you wouldnt believe. I was born in California, and after a few years we moved to TJ, there I grew up. I learned to talk, and I was social, I actually had many friends and I really liked it there. However, then my dad thought it was time to move. He made up his mind and we moved to Michoacan, Mexico. There I was enrolled to a really different elementary than the one I had been raised with. A catholic Private all girl school. name? El Colegio Miguel Hidalgo. Well there I at least had my cousins to make me company, but I had a really hard time regardless.

After my little new experience in Michoacan(like a year), we moved back to TJ, where I came back to my normal life again. There were things that had changed, new people that I had to meet, but most of the things were familiar. The teachers, my friends, my house... I actually thought that everything had frozen in time and I came back and fit in like a puzzle. My happiness didnt last though. My little perfect world was soon to change. Again!

My dad wanted to move to the United States, after all that was were everything had started. The US was were everyone else was going. He had a good job and had somewhere for us to stay. We were moving to Las Vegas, Nevada. I can still remember all the tears I shed for all my friends, how they treated me goodbye, and how they told me they would never forget me. To this day I am still in touch with them, and I wont lose the connection I still hold to my childhood memories.

Well, it took a few weeks for us to get settled in Vegas-the sin city!!! At first it was great, a new experience, sure! An adventure, why not?......... Easy? Not a chance..... I was enrolled in an elementary school were everyone was talking english. I had no clue what anyone said. I couldnt communicate, I couldnt make friends, it was the hardest thing to imagine. I felt like I was in another planet. In class I didnt really do anything, the teacher just gave me books to look at and papers were to write in. There was this one girl though, she was really nice and she had gone through what I was going through a few years back. She knew english really well though, but she knew spanish too. So soon she became my best friend. I was getting my life back again. You wouldnt imagine what happend next.... haha, no you can probably infer....

Yeah, we were moving again.....

I am not sure what had happend to my dad's job. We had only lived in Vegas for a few months, and he informed us that we were moving to LA. Where three of his brothers lived. I had not gotten attached to the people as I had been in TJ, but it was just a little hard. Easier than the first time though. We ended up going and living with one of my dad's brother. The dad of my best friend, my cousin Lupita!! Who I love, and have not been pulled from. <3>

Well, I dont think we lasted even a couple months in LA, because I didnt finish my fifth grade year there. We moved again before the year was half way done. After the last move, we've been here for the last five years, which is great and bad for many reasons. Here I learned english, I tried my best in school and made many friends. It took me a long time before I had real friends because many of my early friends didnt like me and just put up with me because I wouldnt go away. lol. Well at least that is what I think. I apologize to all of them if I am wrong, but that is just the way I feel. Then came middle school, where I met all the friends I have now. One in particular who wouldnt be my friend now if I hadnt stuck on her like gum. Now we just look back at it and think. "What an annoying person I was!" ^o^

Now the bad thing about it..... If we move again, its going to be like the first time. Like the first time this ever happend. I'm going to have to say bye to all my close friends. I'm going to shed many tears again, and I am going to have to let go of all the important people in my life... It is going to hurt, that is all I know.

So.... Like I said before, I really dont mind moving, it just takes "a lot out of me." I am used to it, Ive done it so many times I dont think it would be any different than all those other times. Just as hurtful and just as hard. If my dad decides to move, I am not going to say no, I am not going to object, because over the years we have lived here, he had told us we were going to move a couple times, what am I saying???! Alot of times, and at the end it doesnt happen. At the end of the day, I realize, my dad wants to experience new things, and see new horizons. I dont mind, I'll follow him, its not my only choice, but I love him and I want to stand by his side.

Another experience would be nice. A new begining, a new adventure, a change........

So whether we move or not....... We'll see, everything happens for a reason right???

Dreamy Slumber....

A poem I wrote sometime ago... A couple months to be exact... I think I wrote in my journalism class... I guess I had the time and the inspiration :-)

♥♥I close my eyes,
Drift to sleep.
I wonder, what is really coming?
Is this a scheme?
Or is this a dream?

What are really dreams?
Are they something you want?
Are they telling you lies?

Twice is the count,
Twice is the number.
Both times I just wonder.

Is he feeling the same thing?
Could he be dreaming the same dream?
Or is this just in my mind?
Is it playing tricks?

I need answers,
But I don’t know if I should ask.
What if he takes me for crazy?
Or worse, never talks to me?
I don’t want that.
I rather die
Than lose a friend like him. (than lose someone like him)

Am I just dreaming?
Or is it all a fantasy I am living?

I open my eyes,
I wake from my sleep.
I wonder about this slumber.
It was not a scheme.
It was just a dream.♥♥

Edward and Harry talking??? lol

I found this sometime ago.. haha, it was funny... Bubzbeauty first posted it on twitpic > twitpic.com/1f4o08

Sorry about the size, if you cant read it go to twitpic.com/1f4o08

My first Blog Post!!! ^o^

Hello Everyone!

Lets start with names, shall we?

I am Annie, just a normal teenager, wanting to speak up just a bit. I want to share my ideas, my life, my everything. Writing is just a way that I could free myself. Its like the way I let my feelings get heard. You know what I mean?

Well I am sure I am not the only one, first one or last one that does this. I know that there are many people wanting to be heard, and they just don't get the chance. It is called freedom of speech, and there are just enough people that dont have it. I always think about that, how is it that people manage to go around without letting out the way they feel, and the way they think about others. Not necesary bad, but just opinions. It just sounds aweful... At least to me, if you know what I mean.....

Okay, well back to names... (not really.... ^o^)

I am a high school student. Currently writing for my school newspaper. yay!! ^o^ Ive always wanted to let people know what I know and feel through my writing. I want to persue a career in the Communications field, but I also want to publish, mm, just a few books. How great would that be?? I have no idea. I just cannot imagine how I accomplished I would feel when I know people all over the country are reading something I wrote... That is basically why I am writing this. I dont know if you already think that this is boring. "Ugh, just another blogger!" I dont really care if you read it or not. I just want it to be out there. Reachable. An option. YOu know?? If you read it or not, I dont mind. The fact that I posted it, and placed it here is enough for me. Makes me happy. So if you want to stop reading it, and you dont care about what i have to say, then go ahead, no one will stop you. I promise.

I dont know what I am going to write on the blog. It could be from books, to music styles or genres. I might even go in detail to my life, going personal. Well probably, thats what this is about, right?

Right now I just feel like its the time to speak up. Ive wanted to do this from a while ago, and now that I am, I might just have enough ideas for a while. I'm sure you will find out about my next big "adventure," my next move(i move too much), my best friend, my crazy life, my interests, everything basically.

So..... I'll post as often as possible. Letting you know what is going on with me. :-)