The Hummingbird

So, as life goes on we are supposed to get more experience... but I am hating all this experience...

I have to say... There was this one day, many years ago, when my parents didn't let me date. My dad told me, I don't want you to get your heart broken. I thought to myself: What if I want to get my heart broken. So I went ahead and got my heart broken, and then I might have broken one too.

NOW, well I am feeling that my heart is in a million tiny pieces.... With everything going on I feel so fragile, I feel like any little thing will hurt me even more... I don't want to have to go through this anymore.. I know that I am getting what I asked for, broken hearts, and maybe experience... but right now I don't know I guess I am fragile and with my heart the way it is, I feel that if I get even the slightest scratch, I'll die....

A few days ago I was sitting in my back patio and I noticed a humming bird... It was flying around sucking on flowers and boy, how I wished at that moment that I was a humming bird. With such an easy, graceful and beautiful life... But not everyone get what they want...

I guess I'll pass this moment, taking a look around me and making sure to value what I have in front of me. The people that are around me and support me.

I know that I might not have gotten the chance to do what I wanted to do this year. My dreams haven't gotten true. However, I will work hard to achieve them. I will get through this mess and fix everything. One way or another I will get to where I want to be.