Has anyone ever stopped to think about what really matters? That wasn't even my point.. I wish I was infront of a cp screen to write it down well... -Annie

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Dream Journal....

So lately I have remembering more dreams than usual... I know I haven't mentioned this in a long time, but I have been dreaming XD I just haven't been recording them. Funny, because I really want to have another lucid dream.. Oh well... I will try to come forth once more with my dreams. Soon at least XD
I was trying to write from my phone, but it didn't let me! ): I will figure out how to fix that and I will start uploading dreams as soon as I wake up! (:
Living,
Annie♥

Turning 18...... Being in an emotional mess once again...

Last month I turned 18, and to tell you the truth... I don't feel much different... Since I am still in High School....
I feel strange though, I am 18.... I have no comment on this.... I suppose I just saw it pass by.... However, I did realize something... I realize that my life is so different from the time that I was seventeen... I have changed in so many ways, and my way of living is totally different than last year...

For the oddest reason I really want to cry right now..... I don't know why, and I guess I am back to where I started..... Just now I kinda do feel like I did back then, coming to a computer and putting every single thing I think on here. No one reads it anyway.... Damn, why I am so sad out of the blue??
Is it because I just realized that life is changing? Is it because I now know that I will never get the life that I used to have? I will never be a kid again? Life will never again be the same..? Gosh, and I am certantly not complaining about the life that I now have. Don't get me wrong, I love my life.... Up to its point... I mean come on, everyone has their problems, but seriously I do love my life. I have a great family, and an amazing boyfriend... but I still miss those days... actually to be precise, I miss the days before June 29, 2009....... Boy, where those the best days of my life or what... I have had amazing days since last Christmas, probably to top those before June 2009... but still.....

You know what I just realized? I am an emotional mess.......I cannot hold myself together right now.....

Annie.....

I've been gone for quite a while.... I am sorry

Okay, so I know that I have hardly written anything lately.... Well anything "real" at least... I mean, anything like what I used to write.... and I have no clue why.... I feel like... Hmmm... I don't know..... I have no head to write anymore... and I keep wondering why...... I have read what I used to write... and I doubt I'll be able to write like that again... Or I don't know, maybe it will just take me a very long time.... I suppose I might have unconsciously realized that virtually no one reads this, so there is no use in wasting my energy writing here. I suppose I stopped caring, but I don't want to stop caring. I want to keep writing, and this is just a theory....

My second theory is that I am just too busy to write anything at all anymore... I just don't have time, time like this at least. Because right now I am writing because I got a few minutes free out of my day, besides we are starting thanksgiving break and I am not worried about anything... I suppose that is what I get for turning 18... Hmmmm... I believe that "turning 18" will be my next topic... If I want to write anything useful. That is what I'll do... Anyway, as a High School senior it is very hard to manage time, specially with all this homework and University stuff.. Having to apply everywhere, and waiting for the acceptance letter. Gosh, now that I realize I haven't written to my Pen-Pal...lol.... I am sorry my friend... .See, gosh, senior year is really taking its' toll on me. Specially because I am editor of my school's newspaper. I have to handle so much at one time..... Oh well I will get through, hopefully by this summer I will have some time on my hands...

Okay, I know I have said this like a million times... "I will start writing again," but I am not going to say that because I have no clue if I will start writing again. I will try, that is something I can tell you. At least while we have this thanksgiving break. (:


Living,
Annie♥

Hunger Games Movie!! Finally!!!

So, I have known this for quite some time.... I mean the fact that there will be a Hunger Games movie very soon, but as the date gets closer, I just get more excited.. AHHH!!! I can't wait!! Lol. XD

Here are a few photos that I found......