Dreams... nightmare

so as you might know i had a nightmare very recently. I know that I probably sound like a little kid saying this, but you have to admit that you've had nightmares too. I am not the only one. However, this one was very scary. Well not scary as you might think. There were no monsters, no ghosts, no aliens. Nothing like that. The scary thing was that all my family and friends died. They were killed. That scares the crap out me. I am afraid of being alone. Yes I said it. I am afraid of being alone. I cant bare the thought. :( it brings tears to my eyes just to think that there might be a chance that I die alone.

Anyway,
I'd like to re-tell my nightmare. Just to get it out of my system.
Everything started at a store. It was red and white. The walls alternated colors. After a while everything changed and the store became sort of a club, everyone was dancing. There was a door, an orange door. People kept going in it, but they never come out. My friends and family all went in. Then I finally decided to go in myself. When I was inside I found that everyone was dancing, they seemed very happy. However, a dude with a lasso showed up. He started taking everyone I loved away. I couldnt do anything about it and i felt very useless. After a while I decided I need help. So I left the room to look for my boyfriend. I couldnt find him. This made me very sad. I couldnt remember if he had gone in the room too. So I went back to see if he had. When I entered the door again everyone I cared about was dead or being killed. It was a horrid sight and I couldnt stand it. I was so sad.
Then i woke up. It was around 4:00 in the morning when i did. The only thing I could do was to cry. I was so happy that it all was a dream, but I was scared. After that I wasnt able to go back to sleep in a long time...
well there you have it. the details of my nightmare.....
Annie

a dream.. more like nightmare

So.... Today i can write about my dream. Since I cant sleep and i just awoke from it. I really dont know why it is a nightmare. well i do. it was very scary for me, enough to cause me to wake up this early crying. :'(
Sucks, i hadnt had a nightmare in years. At least one this bad that caused me to wake up in the middle of the night. now i cant sleep. :(
the last nightmare i had was of my little sister getting hit by a car. This one was about my friends disappearing :( and me not able to find my boyfriend. I dont know, but I am guessing that I really care for them...
I dont remember every detail... well actually I do. I just really dont want to write about it. I'll write another post on it when I am ready.
Goodmorning,
Annie

A dream about fish....again

Well guess what? I managed to remember a dream long enough for me to write it here. The thing is that I don't remember much of the details, however I do remember that I've had this dream before, it is not the first or second time that I have it.

Anyway, it is about fish.... I am pretty sure I have written about it before. Yeah... I'll look for it later when I am done writing this and add it.

In my dream, I find myself at a fish store, and how we got there, I believe it was on a car, and I was with my family, not all of them but most. The ones that are in the United States though. As we entered the store, my family started to disappear, until I found myself with just my mom, my sister, and one of my cousins. I found this very odd, but didn't do much about it. After a while, after seeing everything before going into the actual store which all looked like a giant fish museum, we were finally at the store. I want to talk a little about the museum-like part though, because it really stood out to me. There were tubes, giant tubes, and inside of them were fish, it was full of water, but I wasn't able to tell if the fish were alive or not. Some of the animals I saw were very odd, nothing like the fish I've seen before. Some of them looked familiar but most of them I couldn't recognize. Maybe they were fish that were extinct or something.

Well, when we were at the store, it hit me like a fishing store, because most of the fish or animals that they had there were dead. I asked the lady that was helping us, or maybe she was the owner, I don't know, I asked her if she had clown fish. I guess I was thinking of Nemo... jeje.... She told me she didn't that she only had eggs. So, at the end I ended up taking shrimp..... Weird huh.... My mom, sister and cousin always kept telling me to not get anything, that we would find another store, but I never listened and after that we left....
and that is pretty much it....

Interesting dream isn't it...? I thought it was, specially to be the first that I remember in a long time...
Well that is all I have for now :)
Peace,
Annie♥

morning glory

First thing first, I should have written this post from a computer but i didnt so bare with me. So i just finished watching this movie: morning glory, and i have to say that it was a good movie, it motivated me in so many different ways. If youve seen it you are probably wondering how a movie about journalists can motivate anyone. Well i have no idea, i just know that it did a fine job motivating me.

Maybe its because i want to be a journalist and one day ill b in the shoes of people like that.

oh. the movie was about a young woman who brings up a show that was dying down. She manages to bring up their ratings and gets to keep the show from being cancelled. she does this by learning to tell the difference from her job and her life. well thats one of the things that help. but anyway that is sort of the story line. it is not the best movie ever, but it is nice. I liked it and id recommend to-be-journalists to watch it,
always,
Annie :)

saturday <3

Well as you might have noticed it takes me quite a while to write on my blog and when I do it's probably not as much as I'd be able to write. I am really sorry about that but life is good and what can I say, when life is good too many things go through my mind and take my ideas away. Well i should reword that, there's a specific person in my mind who takes away all my ideas. That is okay :) I dont mind (:

I am quite sure you've heard that before so I am going to drop that subject now. :)

Today is saturday and how many of you are enjoying it? I hope that all of you and that you are simply not being lazy and hanging around your house because come on you need to do something with your life! haha I am sorry, that was harsh. Anyway, I am not going to be a hypocrate because that is exactly what I am doing. Though, it is only because I am going to go out tomorrow :) Yey!

I guess thats it for now, always,
Annie :)

Quick update

I feel like lately I hardly have time to do anything. (I will try to manage my time and do everything I have to). At all, homework, chores, or writing. However, I have my excuse, I am very so happy, and take on too much time just thinking. I am managing to do my homework most of the time, but I need to put  more time to it, I believe that falling in love does take your time and doesn't let you consentrate, but I don't mind. Being in love is the best thing that could ever have happened to me. I don't want to lose that feeling. :) However, I know that I can manage my time, finish my homework, do my chores while staying in love. lol. :)

I know you are probably going to think I am nuts, but I feel like this time I've found the right person. I am not going to say any more because I know that some people that do read my blog have to close a connection with me. Anyway, I advise you to fall in love if you haven't yet because it is the best feeling in the world. It is what makes you cry with happiness, jump with joy, and feel butterflies whenever thinking of that person.

In love,

Annie ♥