I really have to apologize

I posted something the other day, and I just realized that you really didn't need to know that....
I just have to apologize, because I was mad at myself and needed a way to let it all out. Who am I kidding, I always write to get things out of my system. Okay, back to the point... During that other post, the one were I sound really sad and upset... Well I was just not feeling myself...Actually the whole story is.... you know what, you really don't need to know the story...........

Won't you agree......?

Now, I have to say that I am all better :) Happy as can be, and my Christmas turned out to be the best yet! I got the most amazing gift, I got exactly what I wanted! I couldn't have asked for anything better. :) I know that it might sound a little cliche, but who cares. I LOVE MY PRESENT! XD

Annie♥

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

I wish you all a very Merry Christmas and a happy New Year!! :)

Annie♥

???

Right now, at this very moment, you know how I feel.... I feel stupid.....

For believing something before I knew what was really going on........ I got my hopes up too high, and then I found out that wasn't really meant for me..... Or was it....?
Ugh......
I am sorry, I just felt like letting someone know about this..... It is not about Christmas.... jejeje Okay, that isn't working.. I shouldn't try to cheer myself up like that....
Okay,
peace out,
Annie

Winter is here!! My to-do list for 2011

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!

Winter is finally here, it is time to start celebrating and to start to get ready for a new year! 2011 is on its way.
Well since it is coming I decided to share my to-do list of 2011. Some of the things I want to do this year. Plus, putting it here will help me out too. :) I wont forget and I can always come back and cross it out when it is accomplished.
So here you go:
Things to do in 2011
-Fall in love..... ♥☺♥ (in the process♥☺)
-Go to a dance ♪♫♪
-Get Internship for local Newspaper
-Get a job $$$$
-Go to Vegas and actually have fun
-Watch movies 24 hours straight! :)
-Learn Japanese
-Golden Gate Bridge
-Six Flags
-Disneyland
-Run in the rain
-Go to Mexico and watch "el castillo"
-Cook a cake from scratch!

I believe that this is all I can think of as in right now, but I will come back to this list and add. :)
Hopefully I am able to do these things. lol. If not.. Oh well, there is always next year. Right. :)

Happy Holidays,
Annie♥

Long time no Write....

Well, I don't know if you remember when I said that I'd be moving... Well I did move, that is the reason in my delay and unattended blog. We didn't move state, just house because of some personal problems. But everything is all good. :) Better than good actually. I am quite happy these days, even though I had no access to Internet, well directly like now. When we moved we didn't do the transfer, so it took quite some time for us to get Internet again. That is why I haven't written. But I am back now. Lol. I am sorry to tell you that, since now you have to put up with me again. Jeje. I am sorry, once again.

But anyway, I have had so much going on. Funny thing, when I lose my Internet everything happens. I should lose it more often then, though, that would mean I wouldn't be able to tell you about it.

Well first things first...

I GOT A NOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yea, that was the little device that gave me a little access to internet. I was so thankful for it. Jaja, but it's okay. Now I could use it for what it's for. READING!! Well it is awesome and a great early Christmas gift, even though I bought it with my own money. You know whats great about it, I get to have thousands of books at my access... FREE!! :) Though, I have to be careful, because I have come across some books not of my liking and rated R.... So yeah.....If you are thinking about getting a nook. Don't hesitate. It is awesome, I love it and I do not regret buying it. I love reading on it, and it gives me awesome shelf space, which I can use to clean up my library a bit.

Well moving on...

Another thing that happened over these last few weeks. I had a concert. I was on stage dancing. I have to admit it was a really tiring experience. But I loved it. :) It was just amazing to be on stage. I was rather nervous on the first show, but the second time I just tried to enjoy my time on stage in front of all the people.
I'll tell you a secret though, I a little trick I used to fool myself. It is funny though. Well I use glasses, and I took them off so that I would think there was no audience. Yeah, rather stupid, but it worked. I danced half thinking that it was just another rehearsal. I am surprised that doing this worked. But I am just glad it did. :) Next time I know what to do, and I will repeat it.

Well the last thing that happened is rather very personal. I do not want to say anything about it because I am afraid that I'd ruin it like that. Even though its rather silly to think that way. But I would rather keep it to myself and enjoy the happiness it provides in secrecy. If you know what I mean? ;) jaja

I wish you all very nice Holidays!
Annie♥

im scared

I'm scared to make the same mistake again... It is so hard to make decisions lately... Specially if I know that I'm vulnerable to ending up in the same place that I have before.

This is what usually comes to my head, and right behind this thought comes another one that tells me that I should take chances. That if I don't I won't truly live...

So which one is it?

Annie♥

Harry Potter and the Deadly Hallows

Last night I went to see Harry Potter. I have to say, this was the best Harry Potter film I've seen in a while, not counting the first two. This one was really cool, I loved it!!!! The last few movies had been awful, I suppose it was time for this one to be good. Plus it is the last one, well at least part of it...lol. :)

I honestly can't wait to see the second part.

It is funny though, I have never completely read the books. I've been a devoted Harry Potter fan for as long as I can remember (Haha, no, its not that long), and I haven't been able to read the books. I read the first one, and started the second. They were just as good, or better than the movies, but I just can't make time to read them anymore. I used to read so much, not anymore though. I hardly have time. But anyway! That's another subject. Back to Harry. I tried reading the last book, I read like 10 pages, and then I didn't have time for it.I'll try to read them soon though. As soon as I have time for them.

So, back to the movie. Well hold up, I can hardly manage about what I want to talk about. When it comes to Harry Potter there is so much out there. Lol. But I don't want to bring up all those topics involving Harry, like why is Hermione going to stay with Ron, or why is Harry going to stay with Ginny? That is what is going to happen, no way around it. So let's deal with it.

But now that I brought it up, I did see much more chemistry between Hermione and Harry than with Hermione and Ron. Oh well....

The movie was awesome, I was sad at the end though, and it made me cry.... I don't want to ruin it for any of you that haven't seen it, but I was really sad with the death of one of my favorite characters.....

Well I suppose that is it for now....
Annie☺

Bad pranks.... :( Hopefully makes u think a little

I got this video as a chain letter a couple weeks ago. It is not an ordinary chain. So check it out.
This video really shocked me, and I want to share this lesson because we need to be careful with pranks that go to this level. Maybe you've seen it before, if not take a look.
Thanks to this we know that a person can die with a prank...


http://biertijd.com/mediaplayer/?itemid=22734

The Forth Kind

Just saw this horrifying movie... Ugh, I don't know what I am going to do with all this information in my head. It all looked too real, I keep wondering if they did all that thing about the doctor for the viewers of if it was actually all true.... They did say that we decide whether to believe it or not, that makes it more credible... ugh.. but with all the things that are already going on in everyone's daily life it is very hard not to believe... don't you think?

However, for some reason, it doesn't scare me anymore.... when I was watching the movie I was as scared as a prey would be in front of its killer, because I know and think that this can actually happen to someone... You know I just realized, I think I should explain what the movie is about... It is basically about alien abductions, and its with that lady that stars in Resident Evil. The whole movie runs with the story, but according to them they have proof, so they show that. As the movie is going, there is segments of the actually "footage" which is supposed to make it credible. How do we know that the so called footage is actual footage?

Well whether it's true or not, I already saw it.... so there is no going back... It's all in my head.... :( Oh well...

Now, I did say that it didn't scare me, I really don't want to say that I am not afraid of being abducted because what if I do get abducted.. and ugh.. I don't want that, so I am not going to lie, I am terrified of being abducted. The thing that doesn't scare me is the whole thing with the aliens and them coming to earth. If they had wanted it to they would have killed us a long time ago. I believe they have the power, and will kill us when ever they please, but they haven't done it. There must be a reason. Who knows.

Until we meet again,
Annie♥ ☺

Letters to Juliet

Today I saw this movie, Letters to Juliet, and in my opinion I thought that it was a really nice romance. I hadn't seen a romance movie in a while, at least this good. Besides the message that it portrays is really sweet. True Love.... *sigh*

This movie really made me wish that I had true love. Though, it also helped me realize that I have to wait and it will come to me eventually. Lol. Because, oh no, I will seem too desperate, and after what happened to me. No no, I don't want to make the same mistakes again, so I will just wait.....  :) Seems like the best way to go. Patience is really a virtue.

I think that Letters to Juliet was really good. I really recommend it. It is not only for girls, and I tell you that because I saw this movie with my dad, and even he liked it. And trust me, my dad is really not the one that is into Romance flicks... XD

So, if you have the time watch it.. :) Maybe it'll be good for you too,
Annie♥

Dreams #32-35

I have not forgotten about my "Dream Journal," I have actually kept it in mind all this time. I even wrote a couple dreams I've had, I just hadn't had the time to post them here. I don't know. Since all the things I had going on. That is now over, and I believe that I am back to normal. Even though so little time has passed. I am really sorry, but I for once am feeling like the happiest girl in the planet, and I have no boyfriend, my parents are doing horrible with money, we might be moving out, to even all that out, I also have great friends, a very loving family, and that makes everything better. Anyway! This post is about my dreams, I have to warn you, there are a few....
So here they are(I have to warn you, most of them I don't remember):

9/19/10 Dream #32:
I build a submarine, go underwater because my parents were dead. I really don't remember this one, just the part were I am underwater...

9/24/10 Dream #33
I had a dream about Pokemon and this one doll from my little sister's video game. Weird....

Image via Wikipedia

10/24/10 Dream #34
Submarine trip with my godparents and some other people. Oh, I remember this one really well. It wasn't really a submarine, it was more like a big metal boat. At first we all seem to be having fun, but then they end up dressing my little sister like a killer whale, one of those orca.She is almost killed, if it hadn't been that I told her to take the costume off. After that we agree that we should stay together for the rest of the trip. There is a huge storm and then we end up having to jump off the ship to save our lives. I start looking for my cousins but can't find them, then I woke up..... lol... This one was creepy.

10/28/10 Dream #35
My dream involved a museum... I have to say, even though I know that it is really annoying, but I don't remember this one. We go on a slide to get from place to place. lol. That is all I wrote....

11/7/10 Dream #36
Stranded at my school, really late and I don't know whether the bus is still running or not. I end up in a car with some guy who is supposed to take me home, but we get to the mountains, and then we are pushing the car because we ran out of gas. I see a couple of my friends who tell me hi, but then leave. I wake up right after I lend 5 dollars to the guy for gas...


Well this is it... those are all the dreams that I had on the last few days. I do, however, have to add that I've had a lot of nightmares. I just was too scared so I didn't write them down. I woke up in the middle of the night twice this week. When I woke up those times, I knew exactly what I had dreamt, I just decided not to write it down. Those mornings when I woke up, I had no clue what the nightmares were, so that is good. I just hope that whatever they were they don't come true....

All for now,
Annie♥

Choices

I know that this will be like the third time I talk about making mistakes, but I have realized that they are part of everyday life and we have to learn to live with them, no matter how miserable they make your life. Besides, no one ever said that living would be easy. That would be just the dying and being born part. That is way too easy. We need to make mistakes and learn from them. That is what makes life the great adventure that it is. Don't you think?

I do, the thing is that I realized that a little while ago. Well I might have always known this, I just didn't want to admit it to myself. I didn't want to admit that I might make a little more mistakes that anyone else. But now I know that it's okay, at least for now, because I am going to take something from all those mistakes. I am going to have more experience and for future situations I will know what to do. :-) So that is good. Right.

Since I have been struggling these last few days with all the things I've got going on. I hadn't thought much about what to write, but then this came to me. XD That sounds weird....lol... Oh well....

Well, I'll be hoping that everything gets better,
Annie♥

Life Changes...... Let's Deal With It

I just recently got some news that might change my life forever..... If they go as they seem they will my life with be a very different one by the start of next year. This could mean many things, it can either be for the the good or for the worst. I know, however, that it will go as I want it to go. I can make it the best news of my life, or I can take it as a depressing and horrible new experience. I don't know which one to go for, because I can see the good side and the bad side at the same time. I don't know how to take it. I am afraid......

The thing is that.... there is a possibility that I lose my friends, I cannot mention how or when because of some other reasons. But that is another story. The thing is, if this event happens I will lose my friends, or at least contact with them and my family. It'd be a new start for me.... A whole new start, and I can see that as the good side, but it can be the bad side too, because of how old I am. Ugh....

 I really hate when life puts me in these situations...Because at the end it all depends on me. It is up to me what I want to make of this new experience, it is up to me to see the good side to it. At the end that is what I am going to do, because I cannot do anything to change the way things are already going... It is not up to me to change the situation, just how I look at it...

If things are confirmed, I promise to write about it, since this will be such a big change for me,

'till then,
Annie♥

Writing..

My life seems to be a big mess right at this moment... and you know something? It really sucks....That is the reason why I haven't really written anything... My head is just a point where it can't think, my mind is just trying to find a solution to all the problems that it has....i don't think that it'll get sorted out, but who knows, hopefully.

The way things went for me these last couple weeks were not at all what I expected. Everything took a very wrong turn. A horrible turn, and I ended up getting more hurt than I expected, plus I hurt the people around me. Well someone in specific, and it is not cool. Sometimes, I swear I make the most horrible mistakes, and it is not easy to fix them. One thing I know is that they are there, and once there always there. I am not going to look at them with remorse, I will look at them straight out and study them well, because I don't want to make the same mistake twice. It hurts too much.

Isn't it funny how often I talk about this, mistakes... I think this is the second time. I suppose that I need some way to let everything out. Writing is the best way to let everything out. It really works wonders for me.

A couple years ago I used writing to express what I wanted. To create my perfect little world. Now I use it to let all the pain, happiness, sadness, hatred, & any other thoughts flow free out of my body. Instead of crying I write, instead of hating I write, instead of jumping up and down with excitement I write. Funny huh?

Well I believe I am done with this chapter or part of my feelings. Weird how things turn out huh? I really have to stop saying HUH!!!

All for now,
Annie♥

I will try to keep on writing and I'll also try to write more frequently.

Robots!! ^o^

ROBOTS ARE TAKING OVER THE WORLD!!!

Lol. I have recently been hearing a lot about robots. They are everywhere. It is kinda scary, because all this reminds of that one movie. I robot, with Will Smith. (Great movie by the way)
I can't imagine a world like that.....

Annie♥

Lately.... I've been having some issues with myself....

Sometimes, when we get what we want, things don't turn out the way we would want them to be.... Sadly I have been there, and I know how it feels....

Lately, I have been feeling rather empty and I really don't know why... Well let me straight that out, I know why... I am just to scared to admit it to myself or others.... I think it is because I am afraid of fixing things.... because when I do, things will just end up horrible. I am afraid that people will get hurt... I don't want to do what I need to do because I really don't want to hurt people... Having this type of power is scary... because by not doing what I am supposed to, I am hurting myself... but if I do it then... well I'll hurt someone else..... ugh... it is just a really hard thing to go through.. and I am afraid that this has happened to me already, and I didn't learn my lesson...

Sorry to be bothering you with this... I just wanted to let you know why I hadn't written lately... and now you know..... I had just not been myself these last few days, I have been doing a lot of thinking, and yeah...

Hopefully I am myself soon,
Annie♥

I want to move to NEW YORK!!

Wear purple on October 20th.....

..... in honor of the 6 gay boys who committed suicide recently because everyone has the right to be the way they are, and they should still be alive today


Thank you in advance,
Annie♥

Halloween, quickly approaching....

Image via Wikipedia

A couple days ago I realized that Halloween is almost here, and I don't know what I am going to dress up like!! Ha ha, I do have a couple costumes from past years, so if I don't find anything I might as well use those. Though, I wanted to dress up with something new. Oh well......I guess if it isn't possible it is okay :-)

Besides, I also got the idea from a friend to make my own costume, yes it would be very less expensive. So that is the bright side, but how do I make it? I really have no head for that, I am not an artsy person. I am not good with things like that.....

If you have ever seen any project or work that relates to putting things together, well I am simply no good... but you know what, yeah I know I will be contradicting myself in just a minute, I should give it a try, maybe it won't turn out as bad....

Any ideas??? Please comment :-)
Annie♥

My first FootBall Game

Yesterday I went to my first High School Football Game ever!
It was awesome, up to a point of course and besides sadly we lost, 13-42... Yeah, our team got their ass kicked yesterday... It doesn't matter, our team is way better than the team we lost to, I guess it was just that it wasn't their day. Ha ha, oh I don't know.

Well I was okay with that, the fact that we lost I mean. I was glad to have at least been there, and it wasn't bad to be my first. Besides I don't know much about football, and it took me most of the game to figure it out. I was in the stands just looking at the score, after a while I realized what was going on and we started cheering every time we saw the chance of a touchdown approach. By the way, I only saw one touch down from my team. Oh, and I was really late, by the time we got there they were already on the second period. I think we were losing 6-21 at that time, but its okay. At the end of the game I was happy I had been there to cheer on my team. I am sure we will win next time!! :-)

Annie♥

Bruno Mars, Just the way you are :-)

Bruno Mars did it!! :-)
Yay, I love the fact that he is singing by himself now, specially because he is so good. :-) I don't know if you've heard his song Just the Way You Are, I love it. I love the lyrics, it so sweet, and it makes me wish for someone to say things like to me, but oh well. Anyway, Bruno Mars rocks!! I liked him ever since Billionaire and Nothing on you. I personally liked Nothing on you better than Billionaire, but that is another story.I guess it must be because I really like B.O.B. too. Who knows.

Here are the lyrics to Just the Way You Are, just because I love that song....

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Just the way you are is a great song, and it seems like it is climbing the charts. I am sure Bruno Mars is going places. So. GO Bruno Mars!!!!! :-)

Annie♥

Going Green, electric Cars??

The other day I was thinking.. Is Global Warming really happening? Well of course it is!!! Okay, so what now.. how can we fix it? Are electric cars the answer? I don't know but it left me wondering..... So I looked into it, plus we saw this one movie in my Journalism Class, an Inconvenient Truth. It was not the best documentary ever(that belongs to the Cove), but it is eye opening. It gives you all the facts to prove that Global Warming is happening and it will NOT stop unless we do something about it.

The facts, and data on all the harmful things happening to our world are climbing, and fast. Things are affecting the world in another level. The ice caps are melting, every year seems to be hotter than the one before, and animal species are slowly going extinct. Sadly, it is hard to say how much longer we have. If we do, it is hard to think about the world that our children will have to live in. Will they have to live with the consequences of our actions??

All this sounds awful doesn't it?

I know that electric cars are already a reality, but will they help in the long run? I really hope so, because it is really impossible to see any other way that we are going to stop Global Warming.

You know, I think that if just people knew about this, everything would be a little different, because I am sure that most would try to help out.

Aware,
Annie♥

DragonBall!! :-)

Lately I have been watching way to much Dragon Ball, well maybe not too much, but yeah. My dad found out that it is on on this one channel.. Um, CW I think...
Yeah, and my dad has always been a Dragon Ball fan and thanks to him so am I. I really like the series, not more than some of my favorite anime series, but I really do like it, and will be watching it with my dad every Saturday morning with him. Well because we LOVE it! :-)

Well, you can't blame us, we like it. Oh and the series seem to just have started, well not since the beginning, but we are watching some of the first episodes, or around there. Well wait! No, oh I don't know... We are watching Dragon Ball Z Kai, when Goku's son, Gohan, is still a kid, and is being trained for the arrival of the super saiyans. Ha ha, before I go on, I have to let you know that I feel rather weird talking about this. I don't think I have ever talked about anime or cartoons. Well cartoons maybe... AH! I got out off topic!!

I don't think I have anything else to say about Dragon Ball, just that I will be watching it every Saturday. :-)

Waiting for the arrival of the Saiyans,
Annie♥

On Love..Reality

On my way home today... Well I shouldn't start that way, because on my way home today the bus took me I don't know where and I had to walk to much home.... but never mind that... Back to what I want to talk about...

On my long walk, I happened to walk through a really pretty street... I saw a an elderly couple holding hands.... and she smiled at him like if no one else was around, and he looked at her in the most amazing way... I couldn't believe the way that they seemed to be in love. Or are in love. Something that I wish I had, well not like that. Um, how do I explain it... Well I wish that one day I fall in love like that, a love that will last for a long time...

Well you know, now that I think about it, I don't know for how long the couple I saw have been together I just assumed.. but the way they looked at each, it seemed like they have known each other forever. It was just an amazing picture. I wanted to stand there and just watch them pour their hearts out. It was so sweet. :-) If I could I would have taken a picture, they looked so IN LOVE! These daily things are the ones that remind me about why we are here. It makes me want to live forever, but just if I have someone to share forever with...

Wishing,
Annie♥

Artificial Hearts & Repo Men

So a few days ago I thought artificial hearts weren't possible... but then I read about it somewhere online and decided to look it up. I found out that they do exist! Ha ha yeah laugh, I know it might be silly of me that I didn't realize, but I mean, it seemed like something out of that Repo Men movie. (Which was great by the way, really violent though).

So, I also heard that the youngest person with an artificial heart is living in Italy and he is just 15 years old. Amazing huh?

What do you think about artificial hearts? Are they for the good? I think they are, and I think that they will save millions of lives. :-)
Just like any other artificial organ, I just hope that nothing ends up like that movie Repo Men.

Annie♥

Chloe Moretz

A while ago I saw this movie(Kick-Ass) with my mom and my sister... Ha ha, it was pretty good.. but I am not writing this to review, or say how good it was(which is practically the same thing as reviewing). Anyway, I am pretty sure you have heard about this movie Let me in, a movie I really want to see. It looks good, and its a horror film, and I really like horror films... so yeah...
Who I wanted to talk about was not the movies though, but Chloe Moretz. She seems like a very good actress for her age. Well no, she is a good actress.I am pretty sure she will  make a very good actress (as an adult). I just hope let me in is not a disappointment.

Annie♥

My perfect Future

So... I meant to write about this a very long time ago... but as you can imagine, well yeah I forgot...... Oh well, that is why I am writing about it now.. Duh!!! ^o^

So this is a post basically about me! Yes, I am going to be selfish and just talk about me! What I want! and my dreams.....(Not those...nope... not the usual night dreams^o^)
I also know that it is a really big possibility that most of these dreams will not come true, but that does not mean that I won't try, and that neither should you, if you have a dream follow through, don't wake up only because everything starts looking like a nightmare, keep dreaming because at the end you might find that it has a good ending.

Image via CrunchBase

Well the first thing I see in my future is a successful career. As a journalist most likely, but I also really want to write a couple books. I don't know, but I have always had that dream, to write a book, I don't care if it isn't a bestseller, I just want it out there. Oh, and as a Journalist, well I know it is too much to ask for, but I want to work for the New York Times, if not for them, for someone in New York. I just want to be able to live there. I want to enjoy that city. Even though I have heard that it will be underwater if the whole 2012 thing goes through. Who cares about that though?

Another thing that I find important is the person with whom I am going to spend the rest of my life with. I know that once you hear what I am going to tell you, which is just what I want, not what anyone else wants, you'll think I am so selfish. Wait, have I said that before?
Well, I really want a family, I want children, and I really don't want to die alone. That is one of the things I am really scared of, to die without anyone, knowing that no one will go to my funeral.. I know that it might sound weird, or just like why is she asking this if she is only 17? Well, it is never too early to start thinking about things like these. Sometimes all I think about is, what if when I am old, I don't have anyone? I am afraid of ending up ALONE....... I think this scares me a million times more than thinking about 2012. :-(

I might be switching subject way too quick, but I really don't want to talk about a life 50 years away, when I could be thinking about 10 years from now. That would mean, like talking about my perfect person. My other half, the love of my life, my prince charming, my knight, my hero, my... oh you know exactly who I am talking about. I have actually thought about him way too much. I know that he might not exist, but it is always nice to dream right. My perfect guy is a caring person, someone who cares about what I think and who wants to know how I feel. Who wants to share his feelings, and lets me care for him. Someone that I could feel comfortable with, and that lets me know that he feels the exact same way. Someone who is not afraid to love me, and shows me how much he does. Someone that accepts my way of loving, that appreciates the way I love him and returns the love. :-) Someone who will let me protect him, and will return the favor by protecting me. Someone who won't let anything hurt me. Someone who is funny, makes me laugh when I am at the edge of crying. Also, in a weird way... someone like me... not because of the previous qualities, but as in personality, because we should have something in common, right? Someone who is not always nice, but not always rude, one who isn't perfect. Well I believe that this list can go on and on.... You don't want to read what I want, because who cares about me, if I find this person, that will be one thing, and I am not saying that I won't love a person without these qualities, because I will, I swear, I will with all my heart...  I want to fall in love regardless.... Don't you??

Annie♥

My hunger games cast

So, I did read the entire Hunger Games books a while ago, and I will tell you I LOVED THEM!!!! :)

Well, even though I have seen many people do this, I don't care, and I'm going to do it too. Who cares. ^o^ I have my opinion about the characters and I want it heard. :) Though, I think I heard something about the real cast already chosen so I don't know......

My cast:


Katniss Everdeen- Emily Browning











Peeta Mellark -Josh Hutcherson

Gale Hawthorne- Logan Lerman

Prim Everdeen- Dakota Fanning

Haymitch Abernathy-Riki Takeuchi(I don't know, I saw him in a Japanese movie, and I thought he was perfect for Haymitch) If not him then Johnny Depp<3

Cinna- Adam Lambert!!!! :-)

Effie Trinket- Drew Barrymore

Caesar Flickerman(The guy at the Capitol)- James Marsden

 Rue- Chloe Moretz(She also looks a lot like Dakota)









So that is all I've got... but I am pretty sure I got all the major characters:-)
Hopefully if they make the movie I get some of the cast right.

All for now,
Annie♥

Tough Week

This week, oh and last, I have been very busy... with homework, random stuff, reading, and other things I would not like to mention.

At school though, everything is awesome!!! Tomorrow I am going to a book club meeting, which is the highlight of my month, I do not know why though... oh well.....I just know that I can't wait until tomorrow.

Another thing.... My journalism class... well it is going fairly well :) and I am happy with that. We are working hard on the newest issue of the newspaper, and having lots of fun along the way.

I am really sorry that I couldn't write anything else more exciting, but like I said before I have been very busy. As soon as I find something worth taking about, I will write about it. :)

For now, everyone, take care :)
Annie♥

Braces finally gone :) Though, the retainers are a pain.. ^o^

I am so HAPPY!!!!!!!
I woke up this morning really excited. So excited that I woke my sister and told her to look at me one last time to see me with braces because she would never again see me with them. :-) Then I spent the entire school day waiting for the time for me to leave so my braces could come off. Oh and were those the longest 4 hours of  my life. Ha ha, well maybe not, but they were long.

When my mom got to school, I could hardly wait to get out of school. I know that all this might sound exaggerated, but you have to understand, I had to live with the braces for almost 2 years. I have been looking forward to this ever since they came on. Well, I left school, and got to the dentist office, and waited for my name to be called. The lady in the front desk asked me if I was looking forward to Halloween, which was really nice of her, usually they are not that nice, or at least, for all I know, they had never talked to me unless for business reasons, or to make another appointment. Anyway, I told her I might dress up like a geisha, again, she said I should because there are never a lot of those. So, I think I will dress up like that.

Back to the braces, my name was eventually called, and I went up to start the process one more time. I do have to say, they removed the braces rather quickly, the thing that took the most was removing the glue I suppose. Plus they took pictures of me again. I really don't like pictures, but I was so happy I didn't care. After that they let me go, and I came home with my retainers. Which kinda hurt at first, but then I got used to them. You know, the only thing, they make me talk funny. I hope it goes away soon. For now I can only enjoy my new smile. Which should mean that I am starting again, a new me. Ha ha that sounds so cliche. Oh well. :-)

SMILE,
Annie♥

Having a sister....

So, if you have a brother or a sister, you know how it feels to have one of those fights, the deep ones that actually mean something, or at least should. When you listen to a sibling and when you realize that what they are saying is actually true. That neither of you have been good siblings, and when you walk out on each other. Oh, that feeling you get, deep deep down, and you know is true. When you want to apologize for everything said, and that you really didn't mean anything, when in fact you did. The thing is, this is how this seems to work, relationships between sisters I mean. When you catch each other on a bad moment, and you can't do anything about it because it was really your fault. Both of you brought this on each other. If you had just listened when she asked you something, if you just hadn't brought up each others flaws, if you had just stayed quiet, or laughed like it was a joke(Like it usually happens). Why are brothers and sister sometimes not meant to get along? It could just be a little bit better, if you could only get along... Be able to talk to each other, and live life... be... just... for once.... family...

Annie♥

I am sorry for all this, I just felt I had to get all this out of me... (Why am I apologizing?? ugh... I guess that's how bad I feel, sorry)^o^

Dolphins at the Cove

In my Journalism class, my teacher thought it would be a good idea if we watched this movie(The Cove), and so we did, well we are almost halfway done with it. That is not the point, the point is that even with the the half an hour I saw, I was moved. I mean, what these people do to the dolphins, it is awful. Really. Depressing, repulsive, horrible, and it makes me scared just to know what is really happening.

Hard to believe that these beautiful animals....

.....can be taken down

Prior to watching this, I had heard about it, but that didn't change my view towards Japan. I mean, I really like that country. I think it is a great place. However, after seeing those first 30 minutes, my entire view shifted... For I moment I thought, well its only some people doing this, but then I realized, its is not only some people, it is every one doing this. How? Well by going to watch dolphin shows like in Sea World, by watching TV Shows like Flipper(From a while back), by eating dolphin meat, and others, by slaughtering them with the highest brutality. :( Seeing this happen, and knowing it is happening gave me a really bad view. As, from Japan. Knowing that this is happening, oh gosh, it is just the worst I have ever seen. I'd recommend you to watch it, only if you want to know the truth.

You probably know what I am going to tell you next. You can help! The only reason I am telling you that is because it is true. Go to this site and you'll see how: http://www.savejapandolphins.org/

I already checked it out, and I think this time people can actually make a difference.

So, lets stop dolphin slaughter,
Annie♥

Adam Lambert!

I don't know if you noticed, but in one of my last posts I mentioned Adam Lambert. Oh and that right now I am so in love with him. <3

I found out about him through my awesome cousin(Not the only one by the way)! I listened to his music for some time, and then one day, I just fell in love. ^o^ I mean it, I know, he's gay, yeah, I get that, but I really don't give a damn, plus I don't discriminate. I actually think that gay guys make the best of friends. :) Don't you think? I mean, if you are a girl, aren't they the best of listeners. Anyway, back to Adam Lambert<3, isn't he gorgeous!? ^o^

My cousin and I, well we have this thing for him. Well, not really, my cousin is way more into Lady Gaga than Adam Lambert, but yeah, you get the point.

My favorite Adam Lambert songs are 'For your Entertainment' and 'If I had you.' I could listen to those two songs all day if I wanted to. Now that I think about it, I think I did once. Oops. lol. I also like 'Whatya want from me.' Well, I think one can only talk about someone so much before annoying the person listening or in this case reading. You probably don't want to anything else about Adam Lambert, huh?

Well, back to the 'gay' subject, if I can. Ha ha, that sounds funny. Oh well, like I said earlier, I really don't discriminate, and I don't know why so many people do. Like those people that protest outside churches and places. Ugh, they can only make me so mad. Then I realize, they are not worth my anger. They are just different people that think differently, but they shouldn't go to that point. Well, I don't know, but you might be asking yourself, what if I am only saying this because I love Adam Lambert, and I can't be against him. OH NO!  Well, that is a fraction of the reason, but the biggest reason, is well, they are people just like everyone else, they just have different preferences, and there shouldn't be a problem with that. Should there? Nope, but that is just what I think.

'Till next time,
Annie♥

Poor & Rich... been through both..

So the other day I was thinking, and I came up to a point. I have been both rich and poor. Not at the same time, well literally, but really as in with the money.

I might not remember a time when we were rich, what you call rich, but my parents have told me about it. Sometime before I was born, they came across a very large amount of money, and they used it all up somewhere in Beverly Hills. Lol. I am not really sure whether to believe them or not, but that is what they told me. I am pretty sure that my dad exaggerated a little, or a lot, but it is still nice to hear about their adventures. You have to admit, everyone loves to hear family's stories, whether true or not.

So anyway, according to my dad, they got a very large amount of money in Mexico. "Millions of pesos" my dad told me. How they got it? I have no idea, I think it was from a furniture company, but I am not sure. I've only heard this story once, so I can't even say that it's true. Well after that, they came to the United States and wasted the entire amount of money in a very few months. Around the time when I was still in my mom's belly. ^o^ When they ran out of money, my dad got a job, I was born, lived a couple years in California, then moved back to Tijuana.

Though, that wasn't my point, my point was that we have been poor and rich. I already told you about the time when we were rich, how about when we were poor? Well, I remember many times when we haven't had money for anything. Like this once when we didn't even have somewhere to sleep, and we had to sleep in some cheap motel. Or that time when we slept in my dad's car. Even though there have been a lot of times when we don't have a single cent, there has always been someone there to help us through. That is a really nice advantage. :)

Well, for now, we stay in the middle line, neither poor or rich, and I am perfectly fine with that,
all for now,
Annie♥

Dream #31 My sister steals a car :p

If I actually thought about it, I would know that my little sister is way more likely to steal a car than me. I know that for a fact because she's bolder and would risk anything to get what she wants. She has attitude, she knows what she wants, she gets what she wants, and if someone messes with her, well let's just say, she knows how to handle it. I have to admit, sometimes I do wish I was a little more like her, but then I change my mind.

You might be wondering what does this have to do with a dream?  Well it is because last night, I dreamt that my sister stole a car. Everything started really weird, because, I swear, I felt like I was actually living it. Everything started with me waking up, very early in the morning, and I looked next to me, and my sister was gone. Another thing about the dream, is that I controlled what I did, not like usually, when I just watch. Anyway, I for some reason knew that she was outside. When I went, I found her on a car, just like the one on the picture.

So, when I was with her, I told her that she was just doing something stupid, and to come out of the car. Though, she wouldn't listen, then she backed up with the car, after a couple feet, she started screaming, "I'm scared, Andy, I'm scared." I wanted to cry then. I told her that everything would be okay, that I would drive. I went inside the house, got my cell phone, keys, and for some reason a bible. Now that I think about it, it means something to my sister and I.

Before I got inside the car with my little sister, I saw an ostrich. Weird huh? Well, then I started driving, and I had so many thoughts going on in my head. What would my parents think? How would we come back? Would they worry? Plus many others.

When we were on the road, I woke up....

Annie♥