im scared

I'm scared to make the same mistake again... It is so hard to make decisions lately... Specially if I know that I'm vulnerable to ending up in the same place that I have before.

This is what usually comes to my head, and right behind this thought comes another one that tells me that I should take chances. That if I don't I won't truly live...

So which one is it?

Annie♥

Harry Potter and the Deadly Hallows

Last night I went to see Harry Potter. I have to say, this was the best Harry Potter film I've seen in a while, not counting the first two. This one was really cool, I loved it!!!! The last few movies had been awful, I suppose it was time for this one to be good. Plus it is the last one, well at least part of it...lol. :)

I honestly can't wait to see the second part.

It is funny though, I have never completely read the books. I've been a devoted Harry Potter fan for as long as I can remember (Haha, no, its not that long), and I haven't been able to read the books. I read the first one, and started the second. They were just as good, or better than the movies, but I just can't make time to read them anymore. I used to read so much, not anymore though. I hardly have time. But anyway! That's another subject. Back to Harry. I tried reading the last book, I read like 10 pages, and then I didn't have time for it.I'll try to read them soon though. As soon as I have time for them.

So, back to the movie. Well hold up, I can hardly manage about what I want to talk about. When it comes to Harry Potter there is so much out there. Lol. But I don't want to bring up all those topics involving Harry, like why is Hermione going to stay with Ron, or why is Harry going to stay with Ginny? That is what is going to happen, no way around it. So let's deal with it.

But now that I brought it up, I did see much more chemistry between Hermione and Harry than with Hermione and Ron. Oh well....

The movie was awesome, I was sad at the end though, and it made me cry.... I don't want to ruin it for any of you that haven't seen it, but I was really sad with the death of one of my favorite characters.....

Well I suppose that is it for now....
Annie☺

Bad pranks.... :( Hopefully makes u think a little

I got this video as a chain letter a couple weeks ago. It is not an ordinary chain. So check it out.
This video really shocked me, and I want to share this lesson because we need to be careful with pranks that go to this level. Maybe you've seen it before, if not take a look.
Thanks to this we know that a person can die with a prank...


http://biertijd.com/mediaplayer/?itemid=22734

The Forth Kind

Just saw this horrifying movie... Ugh, I don't know what I am going to do with all this information in my head. It all looked too real, I keep wondering if they did all that thing about the doctor for the viewers of if it was actually all true.... They did say that we decide whether to believe it or not, that makes it more credible... ugh.. but with all the things that are already going on in everyone's daily life it is very hard not to believe... don't you think?

However, for some reason, it doesn't scare me anymore.... when I was watching the movie I was as scared as a prey would be in front of its killer, because I know and think that this can actually happen to someone... You know I just realized, I think I should explain what the movie is about... It is basically about alien abductions, and its with that lady that stars in Resident Evil. The whole movie runs with the story, but according to them they have proof, so they show that. As the movie is going, there is segments of the actually "footage" which is supposed to make it credible. How do we know that the so called footage is actual footage?

Well whether it's true or not, I already saw it.... so there is no going back... It's all in my head.... :( Oh well...

Now, I did say that it didn't scare me, I really don't want to say that I am not afraid of being abducted because what if I do get abducted.. and ugh.. I don't want that, so I am not going to lie, I am terrified of being abducted. The thing that doesn't scare me is the whole thing with the aliens and them coming to earth. If they had wanted it to they would have killed us a long time ago. I believe they have the power, and will kill us when ever they please, but they haven't done it. There must be a reason. Who knows.

Until we meet again,
Annie♥ ☺

Letters to Juliet

Today I saw this movie, Letters to Juliet, and in my opinion I thought that it was a really nice romance. I hadn't seen a romance movie in a while, at least this good. Besides the message that it portrays is really sweet. True Love.... *sigh*

This movie really made me wish that I had true love. Though, it also helped me realize that I have to wait and it will come to me eventually. Lol. Because, oh no, I will seem too desperate, and after what happened to me. No no, I don't want to make the same mistakes again, so I will just wait.....  :) Seems like the best way to go. Patience is really a virtue.

I think that Letters to Juliet was really good. I really recommend it. It is not only for girls, and I tell you that because I saw this movie with my dad, and even he liked it. And trust me, my dad is really not the one that is into Romance flicks... XD

So, if you have the time watch it.. :) Maybe it'll be good for you too,
Annie♥

Dreams #32-35

I have not forgotten about my "Dream Journal," I have actually kept it in mind all this time. I even wrote a couple dreams I've had, I just hadn't had the time to post them here. I don't know. Since all the things I had going on. That is now over, and I believe that I am back to normal. Even though so little time has passed. I am really sorry, but I for once am feeling like the happiest girl in the planet, and I have no boyfriend, my parents are doing horrible with money, we might be moving out, to even all that out, I also have great friends, a very loving family, and that makes everything better. Anyway! This post is about my dreams, I have to warn you, there are a few....
So here they are(I have to warn you, most of them I don't remember):

9/19/10 Dream #32:
I build a submarine, go underwater because my parents were dead. I really don't remember this one, just the part were I am underwater...

9/24/10 Dream #33
I had a dream about Pokemon and this one doll from my little sister's video game. Weird....

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10/24/10 Dream #34
Submarine trip with my godparents and some other people. Oh, I remember this one really well. It wasn't really a submarine, it was more like a big metal boat. At first we all seem to be having fun, but then they end up dressing my little sister like a killer whale, one of those orca.She is almost killed, if it hadn't been that I told her to take the costume off. After that we agree that we should stay together for the rest of the trip. There is a huge storm and then we end up having to jump off the ship to save our lives. I start looking for my cousins but can't find them, then I woke up..... lol... This one was creepy.

10/28/10 Dream #35
My dream involved a museum... I have to say, even though I know that it is really annoying, but I don't remember this one. We go on a slide to get from place to place. lol. That is all I wrote....

11/7/10 Dream #36
Stranded at my school, really late and I don't know whether the bus is still running or not. I end up in a car with some guy who is supposed to take me home, but we get to the mountains, and then we are pushing the car because we ran out of gas. I see a couple of my friends who tell me hi, but then leave. I wake up right after I lend 5 dollars to the guy for gas...


Well this is it... those are all the dreams that I had on the last few days. I do, however, have to add that I've had a lot of nightmares. I just was too scared so I didn't write them down. I woke up in the middle of the night twice this week. When I woke up those times, I knew exactly what I had dreamt, I just decided not to write it down. Those mornings when I woke up, I had no clue what the nightmares were, so that is good. I just hope that whatever they were they don't come true....

All for now,
Annie♥

Choices

I know that this will be like the third time I talk about making mistakes, but I have realized that they are part of everyday life and we have to learn to live with them, no matter how miserable they make your life. Besides, no one ever said that living would be easy. That would be just the dying and being born part. That is way too easy. We need to make mistakes and learn from them. That is what makes life the great adventure that it is. Don't you think?

I do, the thing is that I realized that a little while ago. Well I might have always known this, I just didn't want to admit it to myself. I didn't want to admit that I might make a little more mistakes that anyone else. But now I know that it's okay, at least for now, because I am going to take something from all those mistakes. I am going to have more experience and for future situations I will know what to do. :-) So that is good. Right.

Since I have been struggling these last few days with all the things I've got going on. I hadn't thought much about what to write, but then this came to me. XD That sounds weird....lol... Oh well....

Well, I'll be hoping that everything gets better,
Annie♥

Life Changes...... Let's Deal With It

I just recently got some news that might change my life forever..... If they go as they seem they will my life with be a very different one by the start of next year. This could mean many things, it can either be for the the good or for the worst. I know, however, that it will go as I want it to go. I can make it the best news of my life, or I can take it as a depressing and horrible new experience. I don't know which one to go for, because I can see the good side and the bad side at the same time. I don't know how to take it. I am afraid......

The thing is that.... there is a possibility that I lose my friends, I cannot mention how or when because of some other reasons. But that is another story. The thing is, if this event happens I will lose my friends, or at least contact with them and my family. It'd be a new start for me.... A whole new start, and I can see that as the good side, but it can be the bad side too, because of how old I am. Ugh....

 I really hate when life puts me in these situations...Because at the end it all depends on me. It is up to me what I want to make of this new experience, it is up to me to see the good side to it. At the end that is what I am going to do, because I cannot do anything to change the way things are already going... It is not up to me to change the situation, just how I look at it...

If things are confirmed, I promise to write about it, since this will be such a big change for me,

'till then,
Annie♥

Writing..

My life seems to be a big mess right at this moment... and you know something? It really sucks....That is the reason why I haven't really written anything... My head is just a point where it can't think, my mind is just trying to find a solution to all the problems that it has....i don't think that it'll get sorted out, but who knows, hopefully.

The way things went for me these last couple weeks were not at all what I expected. Everything took a very wrong turn. A horrible turn, and I ended up getting more hurt than I expected, plus I hurt the people around me. Well someone in specific, and it is not cool. Sometimes, I swear I make the most horrible mistakes, and it is not easy to fix them. One thing I know is that they are there, and once there always there. I am not going to look at them with remorse, I will look at them straight out and study them well, because I don't want to make the same mistake twice. It hurts too much.

Isn't it funny how often I talk about this, mistakes... I think this is the second time. I suppose that I need some way to let everything out. Writing is the best way to let everything out. It really works wonders for me.

A couple years ago I used writing to express what I wanted. To create my perfect little world. Now I use it to let all the pain, happiness, sadness, hatred, & any other thoughts flow free out of my body. Instead of crying I write, instead of hating I write, instead of jumping up and down with excitement I write. Funny huh?

Well I believe I am done with this chapter or part of my feelings. Weird how things turn out huh? I really have to stop saying HUH!!!

All for now,
Annie♥

I will try to keep on writing and I'll also try to write more frequently.