Has anyone ever stopped to think about what really matters? That wasn't even my point.. I wish I was infront of a cp screen to write it down well... -Annie

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Dream Journal....

So lately I have remembering more dreams than usual... I know I haven't mentioned this in a long time, but I have been dreaming XD I just haven't been recording them. Funny, because I really want to have another lucid dream.. Oh well... I will try to come forth once more with my dreams. Soon at least XD
I was trying to write from my phone, but it didn't let me! ): I will figure out how to fix that and I will start uploading dreams as soon as I wake up! (:
Living,
Annie♥

Turning 18...... Being in an emotional mess once again...

Last month I turned 18, and to tell you the truth... I don't feel much different... Since I am still in High School....
I feel strange though, I am 18.... I have no comment on this.... I suppose I just saw it pass by.... However, I did realize something... I realize that my life is so different from the time that I was seventeen... I have changed in so many ways, and my way of living is totally different than last year...

For the oddest reason I really want to cry right now..... I don't know why, and I guess I am back to where I started..... Just now I kinda do feel like I did back then, coming to a computer and putting every single thing I think on here. No one reads it anyway.... Damn, why I am so sad out of the blue??
Is it because I just realized that life is changing? Is it because I now know that I will never get the life that I used to have? I will never be a kid again? Life will never again be the same..? Gosh, and I am certantly not complaining about the life that I now have. Don't get me wrong, I love my life.... Up to its point... I mean come on, everyone has their problems, but seriously I do love my life. I have a great family, and an amazing boyfriend... but I still miss those days... actually to be precise, I miss the days before June 29, 2009....... Boy, where those the best days of my life or what... I have had amazing days since last Christmas, probably to top those before June 2009... but still.....

You know what I just realized? I am an emotional mess.......I cannot hold myself together right now.....

Annie.....

I've been gone for quite a while.... I am sorry

Okay, so I know that I have hardly written anything lately.... Well anything "real" at least... I mean, anything like what I used to write.... and I have no clue why.... I feel like... Hmmm... I don't know..... I have no head to write anymore... and I keep wondering why...... I have read what I used to write... and I doubt I'll be able to write like that again... Or I don't know, maybe it will just take me a very long time.... I suppose I might have unconsciously realized that virtually no one reads this, so there is no use in wasting my energy writing here. I suppose I stopped caring, but I don't want to stop caring. I want to keep writing, and this is just a theory....

My second theory is that I am just too busy to write anything at all anymore... I just don't have time, time like this at least. Because right now I am writing because I got a few minutes free out of my day, besides we are starting thanksgiving break and I am not worried about anything... I suppose that is what I get for turning 18... Hmmmm... I believe that "turning 18" will be my next topic... If I want to write anything useful. That is what I'll do... Anyway, as a High School senior it is very hard to manage time, specially with all this homework and University stuff.. Having to apply everywhere, and waiting for the acceptance letter. Gosh, now that I realize I haven't written to my Pen-Pal...lol.... I am sorry my friend... .See, gosh, senior year is really taking its' toll on me. Specially because I am editor of my school's newspaper. I have to handle so much at one time..... Oh well I will get through, hopefully by this summer I will have some time on my hands...

Okay, I know I have said this like a million times... "I will start writing again," but I am not going to say that because I have no clue if I will start writing again. I will try, that is something I can tell you. At least while we have this thanksgiving break. (:


Living,
Annie♥

Hunger Games Movie!! Finally!!!

So, I have known this for quite some time.... I mean the fact that there will be a Hunger Games movie very soon, but as the date gets closer, I just get more excited.. AHHH!!! I can't wait!! Lol. XD

Here are a few photos that I found......

I can't stop thinking about you♪♫ -Maroon 5♥

So I am in love with Adam Lavine!!! Maroon 5 just rocks!!!! XD

I have been listening to nothing but them, wait apart from a few songs that I like to listen to, Party Rock Anthem, I'm Sexy and I know it, and of course, my most favorite song lately, '5 O' Clock' (=

But anyway, I just love Maroon 5, they're songs are awesome, and I just can't stop listening to them.....
"it's not over tonight, just give me one more chance, i won't make it through the night, i won't go home without you!!" ♪♫ -I won't go home without you

I feel like lately Maroon 5 has grown, because when I used to listen to them, last year, there weren't many people that knew about them... I do not know, maybe it was just me... Lol.

"you're such a flirt, i know you heard.... amazing feelings that I have for you, I close my eyes when I'm alone, I want to give you something better" -Kiwi

"I'm sick of picking the pieces, of second guessing the reasons, why you don't trust me, why must we do this to one another, we are just passionate lovers, with trouble under the covers.... i just need a little of your time, a little of your time... " -A little of your time

I had to put those on there, because I was listening to Maroon 5 as I wrote this. Haha, I know. I just had to. That's how much I love Maroon 5. How happy I'd be if I could see them in concert. (=

"Please don't leave, stay in bed, touch my body instead!" -Little of your time, hahaha this line is awesome! XD

"Just shoot for the stars, if it feels right, and aim for my heart.... I swear I'll behave.....you wanna control, I put on the show...... and it goes like this, take me by the tongue and i know you, kiss me till you're drunk and I'll show you, I got the moves like Jagger!" -Moves like Jagger

-Annie♥

It's always good to know your neighbors!

This is not her by the way.

I am not sure... but I believe that my neighbor is Vietnamese... well if she is not Vietnamese, she is Asian... anyway... I have slowly figured out that she a very nice lady. She is not the only one that lives in her house though, her husband is there too, but he is much more serious.. Anyway, I have a point, I think...

I have never spoken to this lady, I believe it is because she doesn't speak English. I am pretty sure that their kids are the ones that do all the talking when they pay the rent... But the kids don't live with their parents... This makes me sad... because it feels to me that they just put their parents there because they didn't want to deal with them any longer.. but in a way I understand exactly how that is, because my dad works at a senior living and there I see that many people come and leave their parents because they can no longer deal with them.
(one quick correction, according to my sister the lady does speak English, because she talked to her once... Oh well.... I guess she hasn't wanted to talk to me)

Once again, this is not her.

She is a very nice lady, and I know that because of the few instances when we have crossed paths. Multiple times I have seen her back from her evening walk, and now she smiles at me. All the time. Even when my boyfriend is over at my house.. Haha, yeah I know... Even then she is nice, looks at me and smiles. Of course, I always smile at her.... then she walks away....every single time that this moment happens it's the exact same way, we cross paths, smile at each other, and she walks away, as so do I.

Another thing that I'd like to say, is that her smile is beautiful. It always leaves a warm feeling inside, and its nice. Knowing that I have her smile, because I know that it's genuine.

Well.. I know that this would be my second post on "elderly people." But I like to talk about them, because I know they are so nice. However, don't trust old people just because I talked about how they're nice. Because I know that you can't trust anyone. Unless they're your neighbors and you've known them for a while.. In my case many many months.. Lol..

Anyway, that is all I have to say for today...

Always,
Annie♥

Movies I have seen lately

Abduction with Taylor Lautner, interesting enough it was a good movie... I thought that it would be horrible because it is the Twilight wolf, and sadly I am not a fan of Twilight.. Haha! What am I saying!? Sadly?! Haha!! Gladly!! Anyway, it was a pretty good movie and I liked it, it reminded me of Shark Boy and Lava Girl.

Contagion was pretty sick!! Ha! One of my facebook friends put it that way! Ironic huh?And isn't Matt Deamon dreamy!!! I just love him!! XD

So yeah those are two movies I saw very very recently, they are both very good movies! I loved them! (=

Another movie I saw was Rise of the Planet of the Apes, which was awesome too!! Hahaha, a little sad, almost made me cry, but very good (:

So anyway, I think this is it.. If I see any others I will try to write a review.. XD Yes I know try... XD

Always,

Annie♥

I am very weird... I know....

So... since ya'll know that lately I have no time to write... Yes, yes I know I am one busy woman.. -.- For the most part... As I am sitting in front of my monitor... as I stare at the computer screen with absolutely no words... No words come to mind, even if I have a million thoughts going through my head.. I have no words.. At least no significant ones... I have no idea why...

I used to be able to sit in front of the monitor and write so much about nothing... Anything could be my topic, and now... I don't know.. I think it might be the fact that I have no time.. Maybe it's the fact that I have someone in my mind most of the time now... I don't know if that is what causing me to not have ideas... I have no clue.. but I know that he makes me happy (=

Anyway, since I am sitting in front of the monitor, and now I have some words on here... I thought that this should be good.. You probably know that I come up with this on its way... I don't know.. I wish I could write exactly how I feel, I want to tell everyone about what I have inside screaming to be heard.... but I don't know... I guess I can't.....

Annie♠

A memorable walk.....

Lately I had grown very unaware of my surroundings, specially when I am walking. I forgot how beautiful it was to just walk and take a look around. I forgot all the wonderful views that one can have while walking, because this afternoon I saw everything as I hadn't since we moved. There is just so much out there, so much that you can look at. Oh, and the beauty of it.. Behind of all the cars, behind the buildings, behind our society there is still a world. A beautiful world that we have covered with aesthetic things, with material things, things that we don't even need in our everyday life. So why do we forget about what really matters? I honestly have no clue....




People need to start noticing what is around them, because, as I have learned throughout my life.... the most important things are not material.......

Love,
Annie♥

My sister is bugging me.... Grrrrr,,,,,

Okay, so I am trying to write something nice on my blog... and I have my sister bugging me on the side... playing with my hair, poking me... making my life miserable!! Goooosh! She is the most annoying person ever!! I am trying to write and she is making it impossible... so there is another why, if you ever ask, that I don't write here.. Because I have that little devil making me life awful!!

Okay... Now she is playing with my hair.... she is combing it... Grrrrr..... It is not easy to write right now.... she is making this the hardest thing ever... Oh well... I will try to write a few things, but if they sound all funny, or like I am mad at something, you will know why.... XD

Always,
Annie♥

I admit it! I used to write nonsense!!

Okay, I admit it!!! I suck!! I do!! I am sorry!! I have been so stressed out about everything, including college, that I have nothing to write about!! Nothing!! Gggggrrrrrrr!! It makes me mad, because I wish I had something to write about, and I do. I just don't have the head to think about enough, and I have no head to elaborate on anything!! Grrrrr!!! I am sorry, I will however, hopefully after this college season ends, I will have time.

I do, however, have somewhat important to say, earlier this month I had an epiphany... Haha, I realized that people with blogs are just people with a lot of time! Ha! Wow.... It took a while, but I got it.. Haha, since I had so much time before I could write paragraphs and paragraphs of useless nonsense, and now, because I have no time, I can't write nonsense anymore.. haha.... I know I sound stupid, and I know I am practically going back to myself, yes yes...
I admit it!! Oh well... Hopefully I can come back and actually write about important stuff... haha (=

Annie♥

Update on: To-do-list of 2011

Update on: To-do-list of 2011

I will once again bug you with my to-do-list I made last year for 2011. I just want to make some changes, and show what I have done. (: So here it is, again!

Things to do in 2011
-Fall in love..... ♥☺♥ (in the process♥☺)
-Go to a dance ♪♫♪
-Get Internship for local Newspaper (Success!!)
-Get a job $$$$
-Go to Vegas and actually have fun
-Watch movies 24 hours straight! :)
-Learn Japanese
-Golden Gate Bridge
-Six Flags
-Disneyland(best day ever!)
-Run in the rain
-Go to Mexico and watch "el castillo"
-Cook a cake from scratch!
Additions:
-Go to the beach this summer
-Knotts Scary Farm
-Go to the fair(Strawberry Festival)
-Watch fireworks with my boyfriend♥
-Play video games with him♥
-Ball room dancing for my senior project
-Have a second Lucid dream
-Apply to University
-Get into University
-Prom with him♥
-Grad Nigh
-Graduate
-Make the first day of school a blast!!
-Have a great time on my 18th birthday!
-Surprise him! ♥

That is pretty much it (:
I will keep adding to it though, and I will keep coming back to show you what I have completed. (:
Always,
Annie♥

Last night I dreamt of Marc Anthony and Phineas...

So, I know you might not believe this, but I have been keeping track of my dreams... Ha! Yes! I know, I woke up everyday to write them down. (:

I am proud to say that I remember a lot of my dreams now. However, I have not had another lucid dream... Even though I am dying to have another one of those, because last time I had it, it was amazing. I got to feel the feel of flying, and boy, was that something!! Anyway, back to last night's dream....

Last night I had a dream of a wedding, my family and I were staying at this hotel because someone was getting married... So, we were there... I remember that I caught the bride's bouquet, Yay me! But... someone took it, and that made me very sad... After a while I went back to my suite, I guess that is what it was... and I looked at some painting.. you wouldn't believe who was in it, nope not Marc Anthony, it was Phineas, from Phineas and Ferb. Ha ha! Well then, I left the room and outside I found Marc Anthony, he looked tall! Either he was very tall or I was just very short...Anyway, I asked him if we could take a picture together, and he took my phone and took it, however it never looked good, because he was so tall! So, I can't remember who, but someone came and took us a picture. Then Anthony started being all weird to me, I will not explain how, but yeah....

So then I woke up...

That was my dream...

-Annie♥

I took my time didn't I.....

I had the best summer of my life this year, and that is the pure truth... maybe you already knew that.. since I practically abandoned my blog :( I never forgot about it though. I knew it was here, I just didn't have the time to write again...

Anyway, I am here now, aren't I. I will continue writing again (: Since summer is over, and I might not have as much fun as I did during school time. I don't mind though, I am starting my senior year and I will make it unforgettable, with a little help from others, and my loved ones ♥♥

I can tell you a little about my summer though, it was awesome, wonderful! full of surprises, fun times, new experiences, adventure, everything! It was just great, there are no words to describe it. I for the first time worked with a real newspaper, so I believe I am getting closer and closer to my dream of becoming a journalist. I wrote for a Spanish newspaper, so my Spanish improved exponentially! Really, even though I already knew Spanish, I can tell you that my grammar skills improved a lot. I got published in the paper, so I have many clippings. I would scan them, maybe I will, but they are in Spanish. Yeah, who cares, haha I'll scan them (:

Another thing, thanks to my newspaper internship I got to go to Disneyland for the very first time! Yay! It was awesome! I got to take my boyfriend so that made it even better. Haha (:

I went out almost every weekend of this summer, I spent time at the beach, I went out to eat, I had fun with my family, a bit of everything. I even got lost exploring the downtown of my city!! Ha! Was that a surprise! (:  

I also saw the Harry Potter movie, oh I would not have missed that... It sucks that it's over, but I still love it! Besides, that means that I can now own it on DVD! haha the entire series! I will, just watch I will have it sooner or later (:

Well, I believe that I can tell you loads more, but I think I rather make specific posts about everything I did this summer. I will tell a story in each. Yes, I will do that (:

Oh! I am sorry if I never continued that one challenge, I guess that only proves how much I suck at those... Goodbye challenges... haha... but I will try on those sometime again... just to see if I got better, haha  (:

Have an amazing day everyone!
Annie♥

Day 16(Creative Writing) - Fairies

 Fairies... Hmmm if I had to write about this a couple years ago I would have been very happy, but I have no idea what to write about fairies.

My idea of fairies.....
They fly
They are very pretty
They are a bit troublesome at times
but they are very friendly
They like to get out and have fun
not in a usual way for us
They don't do the kind of things that 'tinkerbell' does
At least in my head they don't
they are practically just another species
they don't talk
and they light up like those bugs that light up lol

thats it....
Annie

Summer's been keeping me busy,,,,,

I completely..... no I didn't forget, I am completely enjoying my summer!!!!!!!! Lol. I know that I practically put my blog apart, and stopped writing, but that is because I have been busy. I have an internship with my local newspaper and that takes much of my time. Plus I do have summer homework for school, I am supposed to read 3 books and a whole packet for my AP Stats class next year. I really should get started with that. So yeah, that is my excuse to tell, that is why I haven't been writing..... No it is not all, there is something else... ♥♥♥
Lol, yeah I know.... but my boyfriend does take a lot of my time. That's good though! (: I like that.
LOL, well I will try to get back on track, since I have been dreaming like crazy, lol. Sadly I haven't written down many of my dreams just a couple which I will record on here next time I get the chance. So,
I hope you guys enjoy your summer,
Annie

Summer has started!! Lets get this party started!

The last day of my junior year is finally over. After all that waiting in my last period class it finally come to an end and I am now officially a senior, exactly one year from today i will be on that stage where all the seniors graduate and I will be saying hello to the rest of my life. Wow that is so scary. I hope that day doesnt come too soon. I will enjoy my summer to the fullest and I will enjoy my senior year to the fullest!! It will be the best year of my high school career because of so many reasons. First one, my boyfriend will be there every step of the way to make me company and give me support. Second, come on. Its senior year hy wouldnt it be the bet ye! I mean theres going to be so much going on. I can hardly wait. But this summer. I want to enjoy it :) what are you talking about. Ofcourse Ill enjoy t. Especially because some one very specil will be by my side all the time :)

Enjoy your summer everyone,
Annie<3

Day 15(Creative Writitng) - A challenge

A challenge, you know I thought of this one, I was very confused... I was tempted to write a "challenge" like this one, but then again it might be a challenge as in life. So I am going with a challenge in life.

One big challenge that I had to go through was taking an AP European History last year. Oh god, was that class hard. So yeah, I apologize for my short posts, well it is better this way :)

Good day to everyone,
Annie♥

Day 14 (Creative Writing) - Friends

To all my friends:
They are actually people very sacred to me, they mean so much, and I wouldn't think twice about helping them or giving them a hand. I do not know if my friends know this, but I see them as an extension to my family, they are like the family outside of my home. I do not know what I would do without them. Something that I learned about myself in the years which I was a very lonely person because of my spoken language, right at the time when I first came to the US. I didn't speak English and that separated me from everyone, I didn't have friends, and I cried to myself so much. I know how it feels to be lonely, I know how it feels to have no friends... It is sad, a very sad feeling and I don't ever want to feel it again. I think that because I know that feeling I appreciate my friends, all of them, my best friends and even the new ones. lol :) They are all amazing and I wouldn't hurt them and I would hate to watch them be hurt......

Annie♥♥

almost halfway done with this challenge....

This has been a very hard challenge to keep up with, I apologize, sometimes it took me a couple days to get into another day....lol

Annie♥
Living the dream life♥♥☺

Day 13 (creative Writing) - Remember the time when......

....... everything seemed possible for us kids, those days when you asked for something and you got it..? A lot has changed hasn't it?


Annie♥
Wake up

Day 12 (Creative Writing) - A favorite memory

A favorite memory of mine is that one day....... It is one of my favorites, because I do have many favorite memories, this is is special too. I will never forget it.
It was a dance, and I remember every single moment of it. That day couldn't have been better. It was very perfect. Do you want to know something, I feel a little sad about sharing this, because that day was so special to me. That is the reason why I will stop here. I guess I am a little selfish after all. Lol. Sorry.

Your fellow writer,
Annie♥

For Daddy's Day since its coming up... (this poem made me cry, just warning you)

Daddy’s day

 Her hair up in a ponytail, her favorite dress tied with a bow

Today was Daddy’s Day at school, and she couldn’t wait to go

But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home

Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone

But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say

What to tell her classmates, on this Daddy’s Day

But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone

And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home

But the little girl went to school, eager to tell them all

About a dad she never sees, a dad who never calls

  There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet

Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats

One by one the teacher called, a student from the class

To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed

At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare

Each of them were searching, for a man that wasn’t there

“Where’s her daddy at?”  She heard a boy call out

“She probably doesn’t have one.”  Another student dared to shout

And from somewhere near the back, she heard a daddy say

“Looks like another deadbeat dad, too busy to waste his day.”

The words did not offend her, as she smiled at her friends

And looked back at her teacher, who told her to begin

And with hands behind her back, slowly she began to speak

And out from the mouth of a child, came words incredibly unique

“My Daddy couldn’t be here, because he lives so far away

But I know he wishes he could be, with me on this day

And though you cannot meet him, I wanted you to know

All about my daddy, and how much he loves me so

He loved to tell me stories, he taught me to ride my bike

He surprised me with pink roses, and he taught me to fly a kite

We used to share fudge sundaes, and ice cream in a cone

And though you cannot see him, I’m not standing all alone

‘Cause my daddy’s always with me, even though we are apart

I know because he told me, he’ll forever be here in my heart”

With that her little hand reached up, and lay across her chest

Feeling her own heartbeat, beneath her favorite dress

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads, her mother stood in tears

Proudly watching her daughter, who was wise beyond her years

For she stood up for the love, of a man not in her life

Doing what was best for her, doing what was right

And when she dropped her hand back down, staring straight into the crowd

She finished with a voice so soft, but its message clear and loud

“I love my daddy very much, he’s my shining star

And if he could he’d be here, but heavens just too far

But sometimes when I close my eyes, it’s like he never went away”

And then she closed her eyes, and saw him there that day

And to her mother’s amazement, she witnessed with surprise

A room full of daddies and children, all starting to close their eyes

Who knows what they saw before them, who knows what they felt inside

Perhaps for merely a second, they saw him at her side

“I know you’re with me daddy.”  To the silence she called out

And what happened next made believers, of those once filled with doubt

Not one in that room could explain it, for each of their eyes had been closed

But there placed on her desktop, was a beautiful fragrant pink rose

And a child was blessed, if only a moment, by the love of her shining bright star

And given the gift of believing, that heaven is never too far

Cheryl Costello-Forshey

Day 11 (Creative Writing) - An adventure

I have to admit, I am a very boring person, and I usually don't have many adventures to talk about. Specially good ones. As I write this I am trying to think of a good adventure to talk about, but since nothing seems to came to mind, I will just create one.

The clock strikes 2, it is two in the morning and I can't close my eyes. What is going on? I can usually fall asleep in the blink of an eye, but not today. I have no idea what is going on, I decide to walk for a bit, maybe go outside and walk around, I am sure everything will be okay, this is a pretty nice and quiet neighborhood, so I think I am good. My parents won't mind, I am sure, plus I'll be back before they even suspect that I am not there. I get off my bed and walk towards my door, I will be passing by my parents door, but they have a heavy sleep, they won't hear a thing, then I can go by the kitchen and grab a quick snack, just in case. When I get to the kitchen I find that someone left the refrigerator open, hmmm, I don't think someone did that... I discard the fact and continue with my little journey. I walk out the back door and soon I find myself in the front yard, funny, my dad's car is not there.... He must have left earlier tonight and that is why the fridge was open. Oh well, I am sure he has his excuse. I just hope that he left and is not coming back anytime soon because then he would catch me, and that would be the end of my little trip. I start walking down the lit street. The street lights give so much light, who could have known. For a minute I stop and stare at one of the lights. So intriguing..... Okay, wait, continue, don't get captivated by that....

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I let go of the vision of the light and continue to walk, down the street. It is filled with many trees, I didn't know there was so many. Who could have know? Maybe I should take these walks more often. I walk for around 15 minutes, maybe I walked a couple of blocks, hmm, I start wondering if it was longer than fifteen minutes because I no longer find everything familiar. I had never seen this before, and I remember that my street ends at the end of my block... It just does and it doesn't go anywhere, I would have found myself locked and would have had to return, it would have taken me less than 10 minutes.... Where am I then? I start freaking out and decide that my best choice is to return the way I came from, yes I will be back home before I know it. As I walk back I find that the street lights don't look as captivating as they did before, I try to look at one of them, but my eyes turn away, I am not doing that. For some reason I feel that looking at the lights will help.
"You shouldn't have looked in the first place, honey," I hear a very familiar voice and turn around to find my dad.
"Oh, hi...... hi dad," I say very nervously, I guess I won't be doing this again anytime soon.
"What are you doing out so late? Shouldn't you be in bed?" he asks as if nothing is wrong, he asks like if I am not in trouble, "Little girl next time you want to follow me let me know, and I'll take you,"
I start feeling confused, but the idea is present, my dad thinks I was following him. "Ummm... I got lost,"
"Yes I can tell........" he says, "come here and look at this. He extends his hand and I find a watch, one of those golden ones, and it catches my attention completely. Before I know it the watch starts shining. It is just as captivating as the street light.When the light fades away I find myself in front of my house and my dad is no where to be seen. I walk in through the front door, it won't matter if someone hears me now. My dad already knows. I walk up the stairs and into my room, I take one look at my clock and before I know it I am drifting asleep with the image of the clock marking 2:02 am.........

Day 10 (Creative Writing) - Something I hate

There isn't many things that I hate, there are however many things that I dislike. One of the thing I do hate though, hypocrisy. Saying something and pretending that you are not it. That is usually what gets to me. I know there are people that hate dishonesty, but that is just something I don't like, and it is not the same as hypocrisy.

Anyway, I couldn't figure out anyway to make this creative-ish so I am just go on and say just like that, if you don't mind. I do not know how many readers I have, so does it matter? Lol. So hypocrisy, when your best friend is telling you not be mean to that one little nice girl, and it turns that she is bullying her. You know things like that. It is I guess like lying in a way, so I guess what I hate is lying, but not all lying, ugh, I confused myself. Lol. Oh well. So there, I really don't like dishonesty, and I specially don't like hypocrisy.

Annie♥

Day 9 (Creative Writing) - A love poem♥

Yesterday, I was worried about tomorrow
I didn't care what life would bring to me
There was no point to anything I did
Today I am the happiest woman on earth
I never imagined that I could be this happy
I never believed I deserved this
Everything just fell in place
The love grew
Everytime I look in your eyes
I see pure love
I feel like I've never felt before
You make me feel like a little girl and like a woman at the same time
You make me feel butterflies
I am completely and deeply in love with you
I give you my heart I dont ask for anything in return but for your love in exchange
I love you and thank you for bringing happiness into my life

For my one and only love,

Annie<3

Day 8(Creative Writing) - Something personal

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I don't think I can write something personal in a creative way, but I will try my hardest. Usually everything that is personal to me has a lot of emotion to it...If you read my past challenge then you must already know about a couple mistakes that I did, and those were or better said are very personal to me. However, I wish to talk about a good thing, a good personal thing or experience in me, it will still have a lot of emotion to it, but it will be positive, not like usual.

Let's see.... Something good, and something personal.... I am guessing that you already know my first choice would be my boyfriend of course, but he is not a something, once again he is a someone. :)
So my second choice would be a special memory :)

So one of my dearest memories is when I went to Knotts on Halloween with two of my cousins and a friend.. who is now my boyfriend :) That day was amazing....

My dad drove me to pick up everyone and then he left us at Knotts around 6 at night. I wasn't dating my boyfriend then, so it was a little awkward between us then, since we had almost never spoken before this day. However, that day is when everything started. It created the connection and it was, as I can say, the spark :)
That is why it is quite a fond memory of mine :)

So I believe this is it, the kids I am babysitting didn't let me focus so that is why I had to finish this in a hurry. So I apologize,
Annie♥

Sakurannie is now on facebook!! :)

I just created a facebook page for sakurannie, so if I have any readers out there... LIKE!!!! Lol :)
I will use the facebook page for.... ummm I don't know, I'll update the page once in a while, and I'll post on facebook any new information or anything related to here :) If you have any suggestions let me know.
So don't hesitate! Like! >>>
Sakurannie on facebook

Annie♥

Day 7 (Creative Writing) - A pet that is loved....

This is how the famous Rocky used to look :)Image via Wikipedia

...... would be my aunt's very old Golden Retriever that goes by the name Rocky. He is the most loyal, friendly and cutest dog ever!!!

Rocky we love you!
He is the famous Golden Retriever and he has been around for the longest time :)
His beautiful Golden pelt, now turning white with the years was his best description.
How he always went for the ball, never ever did he leave it.
Now, he sits.. old and fat....
I remember chasing him...
Why is it that we are the same age but he already looks like he is dying...
Rocky we love you, even though you don't go fetch the ball like you used to.
I grew up with you and I know that you'll hang around for as long as you can.
Rocky we love you!


Annie♥

Day 6(creative writing)-Family

Everytime you are hurt, they are there
Everytime you are happy, they are there
Everytime you must cry, they are there
Everytime you are laughing, there are
So make sure that when they need you, you are there too

I have heard so many people complain about how their family is horrible. How they are never there. How they don't care. How they feel as if they have no family at all. How they wish their family was better. Then I think to myself.... 'how lucky I must be!' But after, I realize, they are lucky too, they just don't know how to appreciate what they have. It might not be the best family, they might not be the most caring, maybe even not the most loving, but they are still a family. You and everyone should love them regardless. I know I do, and my family is not the best family either, but they love me, and I love them.
Always,
Annie:)

Day 5(creative writing) - A historical event

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  "What should I write for the historical event?" I asked my friend.
  He answered in the blink of the eye, "World War II!!!!!"
  "Okay, hold on I have to write this," I told him.
  On the other line of the phone he kept talking about reggaeton and putting music on ignoring every single thing I told him, so he never answered.
  "Okay, what do I write about WWII?"
  "To really explain WWII you must explain WWI and know everything about it" he told me very seriously. Then he had a very deep conversation with his brother, or someone who was on his side of the line.
  "Okay, first the Treaty of Versailles...... pretty much after Germans were defeated this is when the treaty came along, and it blamed everything in Germany, and brought them to a ruin......" then his voice trailed away as he started singing some weird metallic song. ".... it left them in financial ruin and left their army very weak." The he started talking about how he is the devil. lol. Then something about the number 666. Yeah weird..... sorry my friend jejeje. "......one of the reasons why Hitler come into power is the treaty of Versailles, Germany needed someone to take them out of that fucking shit hole!!!" excuse his language. "Hey Annie, I found the meaning of Life!!"
  "What is it?" I asked, after I heard this very random question.
  "According to my brother 'you eat, you fuck, you sleep' and it actually makes sense," he said.
  "Wow," was my only response. "Back to history please!"
  "Alright," he said, "hold up," and apparently he started texting because I heard funny noises. Hahaha. "Hitler promised Germany's people to bring them back to their former glory. They allowed him to build up his military power and then he started taking over. Then appeasement came, this meant that other countries allowed him to do whatever he wanted. No one did anything about it. Hitler realized that no one was doing anything about it, so he kept at it. So now the holocaust. Pretty much Hitler wanted the superior race to dominate. Blue eyes, blond hair, and he didn't have blue eyes or blond hair. Anyone that didn't fit that description and they were seen as inferior. Hitler blamed everything on the Jews, and he wanted to get rid of the Jews, but he didn't know how. He then came up with the final solution, DEATH CAMPS! Some countries were taking Jews, but they didn't want to take to many. Hitler then thought that no one wanted Jews, so he started killing. "Night of broken glass, when Jewish homes, stores were broken into, and destroyed. Sad.... entire history in my head, that is all I can tell you about the Holocaust...."
  "Okay, I think I had enough of history.." I told him.

So that is when our history conversation ended....

So there you have it, a bit of prose on history.

Annie♥

Summer to-do list

Summer is very quickly approaching. Okay, wait I must tell you something very important before I continue to write this post. I have written what I am about to write so many times! So if it sounds a bit...weird.. it is because I had to rewrite it so many times.. No worries, this one shouldn't have the same problem, since I have been saving a draft.. lol... something I should have done since the beginning.
Anyway, I thought if I had a years to-do list, why not have one for the summer? (: So that is what I decided to do. (:
Some of the things on this list you might find on my 2011 years list, others you won't. So there you have it (:
-Trips to the beach
-Do a good job on the internship
-Spend a lot of time with my boyfriend<3
-Watch the new and last Harry Potter movie
-4th of July
-Time with the family(:
-Start and finish Personal Statement
-Visit and review some of your University choices
-Watch the New spy kids movie
-Have visits to parks
-Have fun!
-Get either rollerskates or a bike....

So there it is (:
Have a great day,
Annie(:

Day 4(creative writing) - A pair of eye glasses

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I do own a pair of eyeglasses.... big whoop! Lol
I have to say though, a lot of funny things have happened because of these...

Here we go again:

She obtained her glasses when she was in the seventh grade, not too young, not too old. Just in the middle, sorta... She didn't mind glasses, well she still doesn't. It was so trivial to her that she wore them every time she could. For some reason she loved the clear view that they gave her. Everything changed when they came on her eyes. The view was much more clearer, she was able to see everything, from every detail in the tiniest flower, to the magnificent texture of the sky. The clouds now had a definite shape, how could she have gone for so long without seeing everything this clear. (In reality the blindness came around my 6th grade year, the teacher's board started looking fussy and yeah...) This way she learned to appreciate every view because they are usually not there forever.

Annie♥

Kung Fu Panda 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kung fu panda 2 was sooooo CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I saw it on the day I saw Pirates of the Caribbean the new movie.

I love JACK BLACK! He is awesome, and he was just as funny in this movie as he was on the first one.

Watch it, well wait.. no I take that back. No wait I don't... Hmmmm.. Watch it if you like cute animated movies. There you go. Lol (:
Annie♥

Day 3(Creative Writing) - Favorite Food

Okay, so this one is going to be hard...

My favorite type of food is Chinese food.....

She usually didn't eat Chinese food, even though it is the best type of food in her eyes and taste buds. The adventures she has to go through to get her way. Once she went out of her way on her journey home from school just to get some of this piece of heaven. She got there and bough her favorite Chinese food dishes, Chow mein, Broccoli beef, and Terijaki. She knows that this might not be the real thing, that in China the food might actually be completely different, that is why she is still hoping one day she'll go to Chinatown in San Francisco and try the real thing. Chinese food is so special to her that she can't bare to share it with no one that is not special to her. Only people she has had it with are her family, the people very close to her. Her parents, her sister, her uncles, her favorite cousins, some of her close friends, and she hopes one day her husband and her children. She has gotten invitations before, to have Chinese food, her friends, but for some reason she feels like that would be betraying her people. So she sends her deep apologies to her friends. So cheers to Chinese food!

There (: A short story on Chinese food(: lol
Annie♥

It has been a year......

........ since I first started writing here

I just realized, wouldn't it have been great if I had remembered earlier. Anyway, last year, around may I started this blog... I wrote about how I am just writing here to get myself out there, how I don't really care if no one reads this... I am quite sure no one does, but I should have a few fellow readers here and there. Right... ?
The fact that I write, and leave my mark out there is enough, you know? Even if I know that my writing doesn't influence anyone, even if I know that people can read this and completely forget about it the next day, I know that it is getting me closer to my dream. That one day everyone will read what I wrote, one day my voice will be heard, one day I will make a difference. For now I am just happy to have a voice(: Even if it is just a faint whisper in this enormous world that we call the "internet" haha (:
So, happy one year anniversary to SAKURANNIE♥ Because I thought that I wouldn't make it this far, because I thought that it would die, because I continued to write!
If anyone reads this, thank you! (:
Annie♥

Pirates of the Caribbean on Stranger tides

I saw this movie last night!! It was awesome!!!! I want to watch it again!! I did miss Orlando though, but the movie was so well made, that throughout the film I completely forgot he had once had a role with this crazy pirate! (:

I recommend everyone to watch it! It was good, maybe not as good as some of the prior movies of the series but it came on very close! (: Also, Penelope Cruz did a magnificent acting job in the Pirate's movie. I've known her for quite some time, with her being of Spanish decent, I didn't have a clue that she could ever be a pirate, but she did her role and succeeded! Kudos to her(:

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For those who don't know what this movie is about.. Who am I kidding!? Everyone knows what this movie is about!!! Who doesn't know who the awesome Captain Jack Sparrow is?? Who doesn't love Johnny Depp!? Well I don't know... there probably are a couple Haters out there. Anyway, this Pirates movie is quite the shocker, there are many things that happen that I would have never imagined.

So watch it!!! It is an order!! Lol, just kidding. But really if you have to wait for it to come on DVD do so, but watch it (:

Annie♥