Day 24

Today's dream showed me how much I care about writing down my dreams. The only thing I remember, is seeing me writing down my dreams. I guess in a sense its funny. I also remember what I was writing, I wrote:
Movies, Read, and Car. Very weird huh?

Once again, that was it,
Annie

Tweets I love reading

I decided to post some of my favorite tweets here. I only discovered them a while ago, but they are so true. If you have a twitter, and you like some of the ones I will place here, make sure that you follow the following people:
ihatequotes
DamnItsTrue
I do have to say, They rock! :-) So if you have time go by and check them out.

• Don't Worry about falling in love, in fairy tales they don't fall in love until the last page.(ihatequotes)
• It's not true that nice guys finish last. Nice guys are winners before the game even starts. -Addison Walker (ihatequotes)
• Being on the top of the world doesn't mean anything unless you know what it's like to be at the bottom. -Toni Morrison (ihatequotes)
• Be weird. Be random. Be who you are. Because you  never know who would love the person you hide.(ihatequotes)
• Tears show that a person still has a little bit of life left in them, at least a small bit of soul. -Esh (ihatequotes)
• Might as well be happy cause no ones gives a fuck if you're miserable (damnitstrue)
• It's not that I am good at hiding my feelings, it's just that no one actually cares enough to notice. -Su Bin Lee (ihatequotes)
• When you cry you wish there was always someone to hold you (damnitstrue)
• Ladies be careful.. A player might take an occasional timeout, be he'll always return to the game! -Revrun (ihatequotes)
• Might as well be happy cause no one gives a fuck if you're miserable. (damnitstrue)
• "Whatever" is a woman's way of saying.. "Fuck You!" (damnitstrue)
• Never regret in whatever you do. If it turns out good, it's wonderful. If it turns out bad, it's experience. -Ritsa E. Hagen (ihatequotes) 
• S/he who laughs the loudest cries the longest.(damnitstrue) 
• First step to finding the right person is by letting go of the wrong one. -@humsyourlife(ihatequotes)
• A true intelligent person knows how to pretend to be a fool infront of a fool who pretend to be intelligent. -Terry Pratchett (ihatequotes)
• The day you learn how not to cry is the day you learn to hate.(damnitstrue)
• Apologizing doesn't always mean u're wrong. Sometimes it becos u value the relationship and love the person more than ur pride.(ihatequotes)

Well those are all that I will write, it is not because I don't like the rest, but just because I am lazy I suppose. XD. Well, if you liked these, please follow them on twitter. :-) Follow me too if you have a chance. haha.
-Annie

Read 'em. They're nice :) (Online quotes)

Well, remember that I told you I didn't know what to write about. That changed. XD
Last night, my sister and I were looking at some quotes and just things written, and I thought I should show you some of the ones I found. Plus, a few quotes I've been reading on twitter. :-)
Well lets start with the pictures that I obtained online:

^^^This one is my favorite^^^

 

The rest of the ones I found I'll write. I just wanted to put those ^^ up there because of the pretty colors and maybe, for some you need the visual element:

"When I was a little girl

I used to read fairy tales. 

In fairy tales you meet Prince Charming and 

he's everything you ever wanted. 

In fairy tales the bad guy is very easy

to spot. The bad guy is always wearing a 

black  cape so you always know who he is.

Then you grow up and you realize that

Prince Charming is not as easy to 

find as you thought. You realize the bad guy

is not wearing a black cape and he's

not easy to spot; he's really funny,

and he makes you laugh,

and he has perfect hair."

-Taylor Swift

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot,

who calls you back when you hang up on him,

who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat,

or will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, 

who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats,

who holds your hand in front of his friends, 

who thinks you're just as pretty without make-up on.

One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares

and how lucky he is to have YOU...

The one who turns to his friends and says, that's her...

You are fine exactly as you are.

Your curves, words, flaws, strengths, thoughts.

You don't need to change.

You aren't ugly, fat, stupid, or worthless.

Your are you.

The average person tells 

4 lies a day or

1460 a year;

a total of 87, 600 by the age of 60.

The most common lie is:

I'm fine.

Sometimes we put up walls.

Not to keep people out,

but to see who cares

enough to 

knock them down.

I would tell you who wrote them, but I just found them like that. I really hope that you enjoy them, because I know I did. I will post the tweets soon. :)

-Annie

Nothing else to tell you because I lost it. XD

A couple days I had so many ideas about what I was going to write. Many!!!!! I even wrote them all down in a nice piece of paper, and put it away......... somewhere. XD It is not that I don't remember where I put it... It just.... oh whatever.. yeah I forgot where I left it... Oh well..... You know, but maybe it's good that I forgot, because maybe whatever I was going to write about was going to be just plain boring and no one was going to read it...
Though, now that I think about it, maybe this is worse. Ugh... Oh well.. 

I guess if I find my paper with all my "ideas" I'll write about it. I promise :-)
-Annie

Bloodline

The latest book I've read was pretty good. Title: Bloodline About: Dracula and World War 1. I do have to say that it took me a long time to finish. It wasn't because it was boring, but because it just didn't hook me.
Well here is the summary of the book:
The journal entries of Captain Quincey Harker, Lieutenant John Shaw, Lily Shaw, and Mary Seward tell a tale of vampiric connection by shared bloodline. John Shaw is a World War I communications officer in the trenches under Harker's command. A large and striking man, Harker demonstrates exceptional strength, an iron will, and a terrifying battlefield bloodlust. Despite John's growing reservations about Harker's ethics and perhaps even his sanity, he finds he cannot rid himself of his captain, even when sent home to convalesce after being gravely wounded. Harker, who joins him not long after, takes a decided interest in John's sister, Lily. When Lily is enticed from her home to become Harker's bride in Transylvania, John and Mary (John's nurse/fiancee), realize that this will not be a wedding sanctioned by God and set out to stop it. With the exception of time frame and journal format, there's little that's new here, and following a moody and leisurely buildup, the ending feels rushed. Still, a solid vampire story is always compelling, and this eminently readable book will find fans. Holly Koelling

I have to say, the end was really shocking, and you wouldn't expect it. I liked it over all, it was a good read and had many interesting things about how the war was in the trenches. If you have time you should try it out. It was not one of the best books I've read, but it was good.
-Annie

Before I die

On Monday, my mom took us to the library and I checked out two books! TWO!!! I could have gotten more huh? Oh well, anyway. One of them is called Before I die. It was such a good book, I finished in one day! I was really amazed at myself.

Here is the summary just so you have an idea of what its about:
"It's really going to happen. They said it would, but this is quicker than I thought"
Everyone has to die. We all know it. 
  With only a few months of life left, sixteen-year old Tessa knows it better than most.
  She's made a list, though - ten thing she wants to do before she dies. Number one is sex. Starting tonight. 
  But getting what you want isn't easy. And getting what you want doesn't always give you what you need. And sometimes the most unexpected things became important.
  Uplifting, life-affirming, joyous -  this extraordinary novel celebrates what is to be alive by confronting what it's really like to die.

This book was really good, I really did love it. I have to admit, it was worth all the tears I shed. You should have seen my sister last night, I was reading the ending and she was laughing at me. Aw. I guess that's just me. Many things make me cry. O well.
This book was really great. I laughed with it, it made me mad, happy, ugh and it made me cry! It also showed me that sometimes we don't have enough time to do what we want and we just don't realize. We need to take and use every single minute of our lives and do every thing we want to do.
So, if you have time, you want a new read. This might be a good book to pick up. :-)
-Annie

Computer

Well, my computer did break down. However, we got it back already! Which is great. Now I could get back to this and keep writing my dreams! XD I hope you're interested! haha.
The only bad thing about having had the computer fixed is that they erased ALL my music!!! I was so sad! Now I have to download it all over again. UGH! :-(
Now that we jumped on that subject. Music. I am not going to download ALL of it again, I am going to leave much of it out. If you have any suggestions on music I could get, or add to my ipod. Please do talk! :-) Comment and let me know, I'll listen to it.

Well, I think that's it about this matter.
-Annie

Day 23 Video Games

Today I dreamt that I was at a store, looking just at video games. That's it. I thought it was weird, but in the last few days I've been playing a lot of video games so that explains that. Well that wasn't all, in my dream I was also talking in the phone. However, like I said before that was it.... :(
Oh well,
-Annie

Day 22 Car Crushed!!! ^o^

On today's dream I saw my dad's car being destroyed!! Completely!!!
The car is a Nissan Altima. Like the one on the picture. Same color and everything. Anyway. We were at this fair, and all of the sudden my dad says, "we should take the car there" then he points to a white machine. Our car suddenly appears in there and it is crushed! Though, it turns into a house. Weird... Then we just came back home with no car. :-(

Oh well, just a dream right.?

-Annie

Day 21 I have no idea of this one

Today, I wrote a lot on my notebook. Well just like a paragraph, and to me it is really hard to believe that I wrote all that! It sounds really crazy. Somethings in there that I couldn't have imagined. You know, because I really can't explain this one I am just going to write it on here just as I wrote it on the notebook. Not one word will be changed.

Stuck in tunnels, don't know how to get out. Many people in there.The people there start dying. One girl gets pregnant and she has four babies. Guy comes up to me and asks for help, a dog is trying to kill him. We knock over the dog's food and trap him in the container. Before this happened there was a part were we went to the water and just swam. It was like a school, because there was also a teacher.

I am still completely amazed at how all this comes from my hand. Plus I've noticed that every time i write it a dream down, I also write the date. I never miss it. Then, I start looking back at all of the things I've written and some of them are really long with a lot of detail. Others are just words, others just a few sentences.

Well it is too bad that I couldn't explain this dream. The truth is, I think it has to be explained to me too. I don't get it. Well until I write again.
-Annie

Day 20 Court

Today I dreamt something that has many chances of happening.
I dreamt that my parents went to court to fight over me and my sister. They wanted to see who was going to end up with our custody. I really hope that nothing like that happens for real. Even though my sister and I are old enough to decide they probably won't take us to court. Though, they might make us decide.

Well anyway, back to the dream. After court, when we were out, my little sister got on an accident and she was taken to the hospital. After that everything changed really drastically. I mean it!

I came about this little village of little people. Dwarfs or something. I don't know, they were there. I don't think that they were bad. All I know is that I was trying to help them get a hold of some magical powder that kept them alive. Weird huh? Then I woke up. It was over...
Hopefully next dream I'll get a bit more detail.
-Annie

Sorcerer's Apprentice with Nicolas Cage! :-)

Today, just a few hours ago, my dad, my sister and I went to watch the Sorcerer's Apprentice. I have to tell you that it was good. I liked it. Nick Cage looked awesome. Though, he's getting old too! AW! I've probably mentioned this before, but many good actors are getting old! :-(

Well, just in case you haven't heard of this, or don't know the story line, here is a summary:

Balthazar Blake (Nicolas Cage) is a master sorcerer in modern-day Manhattan trying to defend the city from his arch-nemesis, Maxim Horvath (Alfred Molina). Balthazar can't do it alone, so he recruits Dave Stutler (Jay Baruchel), a seemingly average guy who demonstrates hidden potential, as his reluctant protégé. The sorcerer gives his unwilling accomplice a crash course in the art and science of magic, and together, these unlikely partners work to stop the forces of darkness. It'll take all the courage Dave can muster to survive his training, save the city and get the girl as he becomes The Sorcerer's Apprentice. Written by Walt Disney Pictures

Well, I really did like this movie. I thought Nicolas Cage was perfect for the part he played. He looked good I have to admit. He did a magnificent job as a sorcerer. :-)

So, I really do recommend you to watch it. You'll like it, well it does depend on your taste in movies. All I know that I liked it very much.
-Annie

Day 19 Mexico?

Okay, so today I dreamt that I was in Mexico. At least that's what it looked like. I was being chased by rocks.

I have to mention one more thing. I really do not remember any of this. I am just re-writing what I wrote in the morning as I woke up. You know, it's a little weird, reading something I wrote and not having any memory that I wrote it.

Anyway, back on track. It also said that I saw my cousins and then they called me up to get an award. That was weird. It also says that I kept getting the wrong award. One that didn't have my name on it. It happened a couple times before I got the one with my name on it. The thing is that they were all names of guys I used to talk to. Well except one. The last one said Andrew, and I still talk to him. :-)

Well that is it. I am sure there's more dreams to come though. jeje
-Annie

Day 18 the sun and the moon

Today's dream seemed to me more of a legend or myth than a dream. Well at least the beginning of it.

It started with something about a boy. A young boy that loved the sun! Yeah I know weird already. But then one day he looked at the moon, and the sun got jealous and took the boy away with him or she, whatever the sun is! lol.. That was it. Now, I would tell you about it, but I can't remember. What I just wrote it what I wrote down on my notebook in the morning. :-(

This is the other thing I wrote:

"I also dreamt, about a girl getting killed because she was involved with a family problem. The thing I remember most clearly, the sirens of the police cars and ambulance"

To be honest I don't remember anything at all... I remember writing it down, but not the dream. The only thing I still remember is that when I woke up I had an image like the picture here. I dont know why. I just did.
Well, hopefully I'll have something more interesting to tell you later on, or tomorrow :-)
-Annie

Day 17 Monkeys, a pool, and little kids?

So, I am just going to say. I think my dreams are getting freakier and freakier everyday!!

Today I dreamt with monkeys!!! Two of them. Oh, and it gets weirder. Well, it started with some people at a pool. Then my friends and I were there too. I was just sitting around when all of the sudden two monkeys come out of nowhere and hop into the pool! Well I don't know their proper name, but they were weird any who. They were about the size of my arm, and very skinny. Well they looked like the monkey on the picture. One was black and the other was a light brown.

Well anyway, they were in the pool and then, one got stuck. I don't know how, but it did, on a hole at the bottom of the pool. Then the other one jumped in to get it, and it got stuck too!!!  So I guess I went in to get them or something, because next thing I remember, I was drying them and checking them to see if they were alright. It doesn't stop there though. Soon, the monkeys weren't monkeys anymore, they were kids! I thought that was really strange.

Then, well, I was awakened by my alarm. Dream was over.

You know, I really think that writing down dreams helps. You wanna know why? Well since I started, I kinda write them down automatically. ^o^

So, I'll keep 'em coming. XD

-Annie

Day 16 Hospital....

Well today's dream was really weird......

I dreamt that we were at a hospital. I don't even know how and why we got there. Then we ended up in this room with many dead people. I am guessing it was a morgue, but I don't know. I would say that in a morgue, they store the corpses and dont have them laying around like they were on my dream.

After having been there, I got scared, and my mom(I still dont understand what she was doing there) took us away. The way we left that part of the hospital was very weird, we left on this little train. Well then, we came about this hallway. That pretty much looked like a hospital. The walls were blue, but the doors to the different rooms were black. We then came to this stairway, and you would never guess who was at the bottom waiting to greet me. MY SPANISH TEACHER!!!!!! I was shocked to see her there. She said hi, and oddly walked away. Just like that. Right after that. One of my friends from school showed up. She was really sad and crying. Politely she asked us for a ride. My mom gladly said 'no problem.'

We walked around the hospital, looking for our car for a very long time. Well, that's what it felt like. It seemed that we had gone through a million of those black doors by the time we found this big sign that said EXIT. We were relieved, but we didnt cross any other. After seeing that, the scene changed and I was driving. At full speed really, and according to the dream, I was right behind my mom, who was driving a red convertible! Now, I know you dont know my mom, but it was a little weird seeing that. I cant remember what I was driving, but it must have been a fast car too. I know I was going well over 100 mph!!!! :-o

Well, let me just leave clear, I am not that crazy!

:-)

-Annie

Day 15 Fish and anemone?

Good news, today I at least didn't wake up at 4 in the morning as usual. I guess I was too tired. Another set of good news, I actually remember what I dreamt. Well not really, I thought it was I guess a good dream and didn't want to forget so I wrote down just "key words." Some of them I remember and why I wrote them down; others, well I just don't know how they got there.

So anyway, these are the things I wrote down: Fish, anemone, pool, poisoned markers, movies for kids and Drew getting a pool. Now, I remember why I wrote all the water related things. It was one part of my dream were I went in to this room, and in there everything was related to the ocean and water. The walls were blue. There also seemed to be fishes in the air, like if I was underwater, but I was able to breathe naturally, so that was some kind of illusion. Anemone, that one I really don't now why I wrote down. I am guessing I saw some of those or something. That was about it that I can remember from those words.

The poisoned markers, I really can't remember what those were about. All I know is that after I got out of that weird room with fish in it, I came about a store. A very small store, you know I think it looked a lot like a 7 eleven. So I was in there, but I am guessing looking from the ceiling or something, because I didn't see me in there. Well I saw many many KIDS. I am sure you can guess that's where movies for kids comes in. The group of kids just walked up to the counter and the lady just gave them all each a package with like 10 movies each. Then they left. Then that part of the dream was over.

After that, well the next thing I wrote down was Drew getting a pool. I have some of that, but the rest is still somewhat blurry. All I can recall is that I was somewhere, I cant remember where exactly but not in my house. Then Drew texted me telling me that he had gotten a pool. Though, that didn't surprise me, well at least on the dream, because if I had been living that, I think I would have been pretty surprised. I think the next thing that happened was that I actually went to check out the pool. Though, then I can't remember anything after that.

Well that was my dream. It was probably not all of it, but close. Next time I will try to just not write words, but full descriptions, because I should know that dreams are forgotten really fast after you wake up.
So I guess until I dream again,
-Annie

I have a question. Have you ever seen a shooting star? If so. Would you bother telling us about it?

Day 14 Another Dream About School, SomeWhat...

Today, I woke up at 4 in the morning and I actually remembered one of my dreams really clearly. Once again I dreamt with my Journalism class, but it was very weird. We were somewhere with snow, A LOT of snow, and we were racing. All of the students of that class were there, but the ones that stood out the most were the seniors. Which by the way were four and not coming back next year :-(

My teacher was there too, but i didn't see her much during the dream. Like I said I spend a lot of time with the seniors. I really don't know why. It was fun though, it felt like they spent a last day with the Journalism class. lol. Well at least to me. haha.

After that part of the dream was over, and after I went back to sleep. In the morning around 7, I had already had another dream. I remember this one really clearly too. I was with my sister, we were older, I don't know maybe in our 30's and we were looking at a year book. I know it was mine because all my friends were there. Though, there were pictures of not only how they look now,but how they were in the future. Many of the pictures were of them working. After looking at that, I woke up. It was over.

There was also something else that happened. I don't know if I should mention, but I rather tell that person. I have no idea why I dreamt that. I know I did. I guess we can't really control what we dream, right?
-Annie

Mistakes, Past, Ugh.

Well, my week hasn't been that great. I am just hating me for a change. I was thinking and thinking, I guess I shouldn't do that often, because then THIS happens, ugh. I also thought about crying, probably my best choice, but I guess instead I wrote this.

I've realized that there is just one person responsible for all my mistakes, problems, and anything else you can name. It's just me. I am the one to blame, and sometimes I wish I could take many things back, but I just cant :-(  I made the choices, and even though its been forever for many of them, they still come and haunt me once in a while. I guess, I really cant do anything about them, they are going to be there. They are not going to go away. The only purpose they really serve is showing you what mistakes you did, and how to not make them in the future. That is good enough, but sometimes, we forget about them, and there we go and fall in the same hole again. So what was that mistake left behind, comes back and then there is two mistakes that stick with you. Why? Ugh, I really wish I knew. This might not happen to everyone, but I'm sure it happens to some. Big Example, ME.

Maybe its just my teenage years. I don't know, maybe I did take a wrong path at some point. Maybe I am not making the right choices. I really don't know. I guess I will start changing that at some point. Though, it doesn't mean that the memories will go away. I will just have to file them, and put them at the back of my head.
-Annie

Day 13

Okay, last night I dreamt with my journalism class.
I thought it was funny that I dreamt this. Its just like that other one were I dreamt with my chemistry class. I just hope that I don't dream with every single one of my classes, that would be really weird. Many people have brought up that I might be missing school. I don't know, maybe, probably. O well.

A couple nights before that, I dreamt with my friends too. Maybe, i do miss school after all. Who knows. I guess we will find out when my next dream comes, or when I remember another one. LOL.

I was looking at some of the things I wrote last year. I really couldn't believe all that I had written, there were somethings that reminded of things i was going through. There were also stories that reminded me of how I was feeling. The thing that most stood out to me were all the memories and things that I wrote down though. It was really hard to go through it all. However, it is not going to stop me from writing in the future because this way, i can always look back. Basically just like this blog.

Right at this minute I am feeling a bit sad, because of something I read. I am pretty sure I will be good in no time, because it is just a memory I pulled out, and sooner or later my head is going to store it away again. When it is time to remember it again, I will. For now I will just have to deal with it. Right.

The thing I read was just something I wrote last summer. Basically it was just questions, I questioned someone that was making me happy at the time, and following that I wrote the things that I liked about that person. Well, sometime ago, I found out that all the things I doubted were actually happening. What I imagined had actually happened. Ugh. It just was a little painful to learn I was right doubting all those things.

Well, thats really all I have to say about that. I dont know, I guess I just had to put it down. Let someone know that this was happening.
So, thank you for reading. :-)

4th of July and something about a UFO

The weekend was great for many reasons. First, I stayed the weekend with my awesome cousin, we watched movies, played Dance Dance Revolution until we couldn't feel our feet, XD and woke up super early to go and get tacos and of course JAMBA JUICE!!!!!! hahahaha, yeah. I thought that was a little ridiculous. lol. It was my little cousin's birthday too, so we had a party, it was great because it was just family, and its nice to just spend family time at times like this. Though, for some reason my mom didn't want to go. She stayed  behind at home, and when we came back home with my dad around 10, she was not in a very happy mood. I think there might be something going on with her and my dad. I really hope its nothing though, because I cant afford for everything to repeat again. Ugh.

Anyway, we went to the LA Colosseum to watch the fireworks, it was awesome!!! The fireworks looked so close, and they were so pretty. Though, my cousin's dog just wouldn't stop barking. Poor thing, i don't know why they didn't leave it at home. I do know that he didn't enjoy it though. lol. It was nice regardless. I did see many couples though, and I thought that it was a really nice time to spend with the one you love. Well that is just my opinion. It is also a really nice time to spend with your family, and that is exactly what we did.

Oh!! I also  forgot to mention that we saw UFOs. XD, i don't if our eyes were playing games on us, and we just confused it with some fireworks, but I could swear that it was a UFO. It had green, blue, and red lights and it was going around and around. At first it was kinda scary to see that. My little cousin was like "Look! What is that?" and I looked and I told her it was a probably a plane. Then I took a closer look and asked my sister to look at it too. She said it wasn't a plane because it was going around. After a while, it just disappeared. It looked as if its lights had turned off. Just like that, it didn't fade in the distance, it just disappeared. Maybe it was hidden by clouds, or by the many fireworks going on. All i know is that we saw it. haha. o well.

I guess that 4th of July, was some fun of my summer. That's good, i hope it keeps coming though. haha.

Under the Same Moon

Today I saw the movie Under the Same Moon for the second time. You know something, I found out that it is and will always be a really sad and inspiring movie. I also found out, that when tears start, it is usually very hard to make them stop. I say that from personal expirience. haha. After watching the movie for the second time I should now

Here is the summary that I got from imdb.com :

A boy living in Mexico crosses the Mexican/US Border to reunite with his mother. UNDER THE SAME MOON (LA MISMA LUNA) tells the parallel stories of nine-year-old Carlitos and his mother, Rosario. In the hopes of providing a better life for her son, Rosario works illegally in the U.S. while her mother cares for Carlitos back in Mexico. Unexpected circumstances drive both Rosario and Carlitos to embark on their own journeys in a desperate attempt to reunite. Along the way, mother and son face challenges and obstacles but never lose hope that they will one day be together again. Written by Fox Searchlight

I believe that is a really good movie, and it teaches to learn to appreaciate what many people go through for your own good. As I saw this movie, I thought about many of my own experiences, or as I should say my parent's. I just will say, I really enjoyed watching this, even though, I really didnt like what Derbez did at the end. That is what really made me cry. However, that is all I will say. If you've seen it you know what I am talking about, if not, you should watch it soon.